tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

作詞：倪安東／Skot Suyama
作曲：Skot Suyama



For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right （tonight）
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

两个人在一起久了
就会有默契

就是那种你在想什么
然后另一个人也在想着一样的事情
然后其中一个说出想法
接着另外一方就会噗哧一笑

好开心
今天晚上
我们俩都有想去干一件事情的欲望
哈哈
咱们俩的默契真好

真是幸福的一天
就一个小小的幸福
也够拥抱甜美的笑容入梦
:)

觉得两个人在一起
需要很多想法上的共识
需要很多沟通
渐渐的两个人有很好的默契

喜欢和另一半的共识
喜欢大家一起的默契

一个眼神
一个动作
就知道
对方想要什么

好像魔法一样
好像彼此就是住在彼此肚子里面的虫
都知道大家要什么

可是有时候魔法也会不灵验的
但是就等大家一起去
磨合和训练
:)

during lunch time got a message

Keenan got 7As

from uncle

the i replied

congrats to him

then go back to office keep on spam keenan's FB

Keenan Yap Zhi Hong scored 7As in his UPSR exam... another high achiever in the family after Dee Yap 叶緻恬 and Jasmine Yty :P
finally somebody who did very well in their exam in the guys team :P

then i got reply from uncle

give him a hug n money by facebook

then i was stone... stone....

then later i got a FB chat from keenan the guy himself :P

who told u
oi
oi
oi
oi
who told u
oi
oi
oi
oi
oi
oi
who told u

then i replied as follow
TC:who do u think told me?
:P
KY:dadf
TC:er
i'm requested to give u
KY:without fail
TC: hugz
and
money
via FB
-_-
KY: how
TC: how i know?
ok la...
i send u some ingreediant for ur RC la
u let me know whatever u need
KY:coffee bean

wed have it not so serious
thus seems ok nothing more serious happened
yesterday it became even serious

go toilet very often
even vomit one time during the process

treat it as one of the body recovery process

keep on asking me to see doctor
i'm afraid to see doctor
and now...
i'm afraid to eat
cos scared i'll continue to go to toilet further =_=

他不愛我 牽手的時候太冷清 擁抱的時候不夠靠近
他不愛我 說話的時候不認真 沈默的時候又太用心

我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨 我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的電影 他不愛我
儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心



她愛你吗？她说 你的眼神 說出你的心
她看透了你的心 還有baby逗留的背影
你的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

她看到了你的心 演的全是baby和你的電影
你不愛她吗? 儘管如此 她说你還是伤了她的心?

她猜测你不愛她 你的眼神 說出你的心
她看透了你的心 還有baby逗留的背影
你的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

她看到了你的心 演的全是baby和你的電影
你不愛她吗? 儘管如此 她说你還是伤了她的心?

for a friend who is dilemma

朋友你不要当我是神的啊
我也是人
要睡觉的啊

这种last minute的压力
是我不好命才
这样的吧？

是生气吗？
我不知道

在想
在反省

met a course mate yesterday
she asked me who i'm still in contact with

er...
it's a difficult question for me
cos i'm an antisocial "creature" :P
but sometimes i do contact ppl virtually
therefore you can get in touch with me virtually rather than physically :P

but just glad that
she said that
thank you for remembering me :)

yeah it's great that people remember you :)
but sorry i kindda starting to suffer from memory lost lately

so...
so...
please forgive me if i did not recognised u :P

my bf said i'm too into FB and blogging
and exposing myself to risk

what do you think?

i guest to a certain extend yes
but depending on certain circumstances

trying to cut down on this

met an old friend on 20.10.2010 20:10

and i was told we suppose to meet 10.10.10 10:10 and i'm late 10 days =_=

but still very glad that i meet her up again
even it's 10 days late :)

something is different starting today :)

why now only say wanna back up

why now only say you all wanna offer help
why now only say you all wanna help

i sense people panicking
cos you cant attend cos respond is just too great

we do not care
our respond is great
so?

when we need help and we asked for it
you told us you cant give
now you are telling us
sorry la...
too late dy hoh?

詞: 葛大為/徐佳瑩 曲:徐佳瑩

我會唾棄 自己的寬容
情願放逐每條背叛的線索
你的沉著 喧鬧得震耳欲聾
嘲笑我 永遠的詞窮

我會慶祝 自己的墮落
放任愛情惡性循環的作弄
你的溫柔 埋藏甜蜜的陰謀
慫恿我 做困獸之鬥

你能往前走 我也厭倦了再蹉跎
緊抱住的綠洲 是殘破的海市蜃樓
你真的要走 我還一廂情願的奢求
封印在荒蕪的時空 不再前進的我

我會心疼 自己的成熟
壓抑每個歇斯底里的念頭
你的藉口 淺薄地像根煙頭
熄滅我 最後的渴求

你能往前走 我也厭倦了再蹉跎
緊抱住的綠洲 是殘破的海市蜃樓
你真的要走 我還一廂情願的奢求
封印在荒蕪的時空

放你向前走 我才看清愛的缺口
懷抱裡的綠洲 是淚水灌溉的矇矓
現在只能夠 無視一廂情願的倦容
封印在荒蕪的時空 不能再愛的我

文案：
這首充滿電影感的史詩情歌，宛如宮崎駿影像裡大器昂揚的主題配樂。長達一年的錄製過程­，磨練著拉拉的歌唱技巧與情感投入。在對生活與情感的體認更深刻後，褪去懵懂無知的外­衣，拉拉真正懂得這般痛徹心扉的情緒波折。「綠洲」開場緩緩流動的弦樂一出，立刻領人­進入一股緩慢的哀傷裡，沉靜中盡顯孤寂，歌詞中句句格言，彷彿告誡一個漸漸成熟的自己­，該學會把傷口癒合了。

我的怪感：
超喜欢这歌
超爱的
等MV等很久啦

可以让我一个下午都在听的歌
一首感觉很有画面的歌

朋友們都結婚去了

詞：管啟源 曲：宇珩

有時我也會不服氣 總是差一點點運氣
曾經小心 呵護的愛情
最後還是 變成了歎息

為了幸福認真努力 付出一百分的自己
就算是 愛對我 多不公平
受傷了也會痊愈

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我還打算 把最好的愛給你
卻已經來不及 遺憾的是
我不在 你的心裡

有時會安慰我自己 單身也是一種福氣
去旅行 看電影 天晴下雨
再高興也只有我自己

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我還打算 把最好的愛給你
卻已經來不及 遺憾的是
我不在 你的心裡

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我相信著 愛給我們的傷痕
不會平白痛的 再多轉折
對的人 會出現的

seeing friends getting married one by one
and i'm being posted the question when is your turn

i wonder...
it's a question which i do not have a lot of certainty
which i do not know what is the answer

can somebody tell me what is this answer to the question that many many people has asked me?

最近有很多事情在心里拉据着
工作
身体健康
减肥与否

心情还蛮沉重的
感觉好像没有人在拉自己一把

应该自我救赎吧
可是我找不到答案

很闷
很气

很不知所措
请再让我倒头大睡吧！

saw a lot of people talking about they wanna watch chen zhen
and the owl movie
but i saw another new movie on the cinema which catch my eyes

din see much thriller about this movie
but saw the title
saw the cast
decided to go watch



movie was shown in the big hall
not many people

i guess it's not Malaysian viewer cup of tea kind of movie
but i think if you sicked and tired of those very sweet love movie
and also those action packed movie

i guess this is a good movie to watch
like the message send behind the movie
might be little boring for some
overall it's a great movie
if you wanna learn more about share market
and money :)

thanks to our long long time friend
no need to get a new phone for the time being :)

just send it for repair :)
feel so relieved

someone asked if the cost to repair the handphone is too expensive
just get a new one

but seems like the phone has a sentimental value
has been with me for more than two years i guess

seems like it helped me a lot
but at this edge where everybody is very actively sharing their stuff in FB, twitter and etc
still wondering myself whether i need to get a new phone

well not for this year i guess
still have to spend my money on some other more important things :)

i need to get a new phone
but still debating within myself should i get the iphone?

well i guess not cos after getting the phone
will intend to get more gadet and stuff
which will caused more money wasted

still wondering still pondering
whether there is any better option outside now?

作詞：黃文萱/陳學聖/馬嵩惟
作曲：湯小康
編曲：黃雨勳

想生存誰能不追逐
先征服再帶著傷痕偷哭
迷途裡總難免有霧
你眼光卻指引我到日出
緣分是巨輪下的玩物
但回憶還在起滅中漂浮
愛像顆紮了根的樹
在流浪的終點為你守護
我是你最後的信徒
軀殼毀壞但心會慾火 領悟
當生命又回到荒蕪
我發誓這份愛會一樣 堅固
我是愛最後的信徒
為了你我痛徹都 義無反顧
當世界笑我太頑固
我只會守在這角落等你 說好的保護

時間從不曾為誰停住
但種子已飄落在心深處
你雙手是溫暖泥土
讓凋落的夢再次被種出
我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 看未來的路
我終於覺悟 最終的幸福

我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 一直到最終

wtf
b'day wishes on her wall was deleted?

don't like me till this extend meh?
well...
no need to pretend that you are good person
just move on with whatever i can la...