tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

Over the past few months i just feel that i'm just like the train which had when off track, everything has messed up.

just feel that i've sacrifies too much and yet not getting the results that i need.
wondering why i keep on asking myself to go back to work on a saturday morning.
is it really necessary for my work?
what are the private time for myself?
wanna follow the footsteps of my manager?
i think the answer should be definately no..
cos i wanna have a life of my own.

just feeling that i've not taken care of myself.
have not taken care of my blog.
have not spend enough time with my family.
always ask myself is this what i wanna do?
it is time to change?

yes...
to change the way i work.
to change for the better.
to change to ........

wonder whether i should keep on staying a life like tat?
not really feeling very happy

but somehow somebody told me very long time ago,
life is not about happy and happy.
but i do think that when you are happy/satisfied, most of the problem can be easily solved...
hope that this would not trouble me for too long of my time :)