tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

yesterday a manager ask me why seldom heard my laughter recently is it i'm not happy...
haha...
erm.. i look depressed recently.
now. i think i'm just understress..
a lot of things need to be done.
and i think that i'm not really careful enough lo.

jus feel not happy with my work.
just feel not living up to expectation.
just feel i need a long break.
staying at home doing nothing.

just feel i'm breaking down.

just bought gary's new album super sunshine.
it's nice super sunshine.

'you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine
因为有了你的爱，
从此不平凡‘

i always feel that his album need to listen for long long time
the longer u listen to it.
you will definately fall in love wit every one of it.

i tought his new album got canto song.
but there isn't any
his quite good in singing canto song.
but there is two of the song which are from the canto song which he sang earlier last year.

listening to his song..
and my new year is fill with his song..

haha
this month has over spend d...
out of control.

那天晚上又梦见你了。
我们和好了。
好开心
虽然它只是一场梦。

常听别人说，梦往往和现实是相反的。
那么你会就不要我这个朋友了吗？
内心总是矛盾的。

好想见你，
可是感觉上我们彼此就是大家不愿触碰的伤痕
只能遥远相望
却一点也不想去触碰的那一块

好想见你
一直在原地等你
是我赶不上你的改变
是我赶不上你的脚步
是我累了

希望可以回到过去
曾经的美好

have been thinking whether it's good to spend all our time together?
whether we should spend more time together or we should left each other alone.
and have more time for ourselves :)

sometimes i wonder whether love is all about two person only or it includes a lot of other poeple?
sometimes i feel it's not as simple as two people getting together.
when you wanna get together for live it involve a lot of people.
i'm trying to get used to it.

it's the begining of the year,
it's time to think of what i want to do this year.
and what's my target.

let me see what's in my plan this year.
1) i should be going to taiwan end of September
2) to speed up my work and work faster
3) to start driving ... (haha... this is target for every year, but still fail every year :P)
4) to learn something new this year

hehe.. hopefully my life will be meaningful this year.
hopefull.. everything is good this year :)

牙痛了好几个晚上，昨天晚上还痛得不能入眠。
感觉上对自己很内疚。
因为没有好好照顾自己的牙齿。

所以今天就下定决心要把我的智慧齿拔掉。
以为拔智慧齿钱包会和牙齿一样的痛。
因为常常听别人所自己拔智慧齿的故事，总是离不开痛和很贵。

我去看的这个牙医已经替我看了很多年了。
感觉上她是亲切而且收费是蛮合理的。

进去的时候就告诉她我左边的智慧齿坏了。
然后她就仔细地替我检查了一下，
就告诉我，你的智慧齿真的蛀了，
接着她就问我,你要拔牙吗？
我也立刻点头答应了。

医生用一种很奇怪的语气说你要拔牙吗？
我就告诉她牙痛让我彻夜难眠。
所以干脆把她拔掉算了。
在我同意了以后。
她就在智慧齿的附近，应该是进行消毒的动作。
然后给我打了一针，麻醉针。
然后她就叫我出去。
relax一下。
放松心情。

但因为要拔牙还是难免会有紧张的心情。
就会有一种忐忑不安的心情。
但医生只花了三两下的功夫就把我的智慧齿拔出来了。

感觉上有些解脱的感觉
痛。
但这应该就是短暂的痛吧！
希望牙齿不要继续痛下去了！