tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

people say you should be close to her the most...
since she is the first person you would ever get contact with when you come to this world.
but i dunno why i'm always angry at her or mad about her...
without any special reason.

maybe there are some reason behind which i do not wanna review myself and i'm afraid of it. since the day i know about it.
since i know the ugly truth...

詞：嚴云農　曲：曾志豪

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把 那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把 那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～
so i kinda liked the movie so much
where i have so many question unanswered...

so... yesterday when we went to KLCC and then we saw the book on 海角七号
so we were wondering whether to buy it
actually i'm looking for the 剧照with the rainbow
but actually i failed.
cos i think the scene with the rainbow is actually 合成的。

so.. i started to read the movie novel of 海角七号
and it stated a lot of the background of those people in the movie
and how they ended up at this place call 恒春

looking forward to go taiwan again.
my taiwan photo are uploaded on FB
looking forward for a diff travel experience in Taiwan

如果自己真的爱一个人
而彼此又不太适合
选择放弃是比较适合的事情吗？

爱一个人
不是去拥有他
是应该让他拥有世界上最多最多的幸福

如果你不能够给他幸福请让他自由 ：）

二零零八年十二月二十五日
当夜空升起的时候，
我和裕去戏院看了海角七号。。。


the movie was quite nice and touching...
actually i was expecting this movie
i wonder whether it would b on malaysia's cinema
my Taiwan friend was talking about the movie when i went to taiwan early of Oct.
don't wanna go see pirate movie
but just wanna watch it on the cinema on screen
so when we went to watch ip man in cinema on christmas eve and i saw the poster of
海角七号was hanging there... i ask joo we come watch 2moro lo...
who knows he say ok.
so i straight away went to book the ticket and we are so lucky we managed to book our ticket for it.

the movie started with japanese 旁白 which is taking about the love letter written by a japanese on board of a ship after he left taiwan when Japanese surrender after WW2.
and the 旁白 was translated as follows:-

劇中七封情書的內容


（look carefully the gal in da photo is actually 星光二班的梁文音）

第一封
一九四五年十二月二十五日
友子，太陽已經完全沒入了海面
我真的已經完全看不見台灣島了
你還站在那裡等我嗎？

友子
請原諒我這個懦弱的男人
從來不敢承認我們兩人的相愛
我甚至已經忘記
我是如何迷上那個不照規定理髮
而惹得我大發雷霆的女孩了
友子
你固執不講理、愛玩愛流行
我卻如此受不住的迷戀你
只是好不容易你畢業了
我們卻戰敗了
我是戰敗國的子民
貴族的驕傲瞬間墮落為犯人的枷
我只是個窮教師
為何要揹負一個民族的罪
時代的宿命是時代的罪過
我只是個窮教師
我愛你，卻必須放棄你

第二封
第三天
該怎麼克制自己不去想你
你是南方艷陽下成長的學生
我是從飄雪的北方渡洋過海的老師
我們是這麼的不同
為何卻會如此的相愛
我懷念艷陽…我懷念熱風…
我猶有記憶你被紅蟻惹毛的樣子
我知道我不該嘲笑你
但你踩著紅蟻的樣子真美
像踩著一種奇幻的舞步
憤怒、強烈又帶著輕挑的嬉笑…
友子，我就是那時愛上你的…
多希望這時有暴風
把我淹沒在這台灣與日本間的海域
這樣我就不必為了我的懦弱負責

第三封
友子
才幾天的航行
海風所帶來的哭聲已讓我蒼老許多
我不願離開甲板，也不願睡覺
我心裡已經做好盤算
一旦讓我著陸
我將一輩子不願再看見大海
海風啊，為何總是帶來哭聲呢？
愛人哭、嫁人哭、生孩子哭
想著你未來可能的幸福我總是會哭
只是我的淚水
總是在湧出前就被海風吹乾
湧不出淚水的哭泣，讓我更蒼老了
可惡的風
可惡的月光
可惡的海

第四封
十二月的海總是帶著憤怒
我承受著恥辱和悔恨的臭味
陪同不安靜地晃盪
不明白我到底是歸鄉
還是離鄉！

傍晚，已經進入了日本海
白天我頭痛欲裂
可恨的濃霧
阻擋了我一整個白天的視線
而現在的星光真美
記得你才是中學一年級小女生時
就膽敢以天狗食月的農村傳說
來挑戰我月蝕的天文理論嗎？
再說一件不怕你挑戰的理論
你知道我們現在所看到的星光
是自幾億光年遠的星球上
所發射過來的嗎？
哇，幾億光年發射出來的光
我們現在才看到
幾億光年的台灣島和日本島
又是什麼樣子呢？
山還是山，海還是海
卻不見了人
我想再多看幾眼星空
在這什麼都善變的人世間裡
我想看一下永恆
遇見了要往台灣避冬的烏魚群
我把對你的相思寄放在其中的一隻
希望你的漁人父親可以捕獲
友子，儘管他的氣味辛酸
你也一定要嚐一口
你會明白…
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你
我在眾人熟睡的甲板上反覆低喃
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你

第五封
天亮了，但又有何關係
反正日光總是帶來濃霧
黎明前的一段恍惚
我見到了日後的你韶華已逝
日後的我髮禿眼垂

晨霧如飄雪，覆蓋了我額上的皺紋
驕陽如烈焰，焚枯了你秀髮的烏黑
你我心中最後一點餘熱完全凋零
友子…
請原諒我這身無用的軀體

第六封
海上氣溫16度
風速12節、水深97米
已經看見了幾隻海鳥
預計明天入夜前我們即將登陸
友子…
我把我在台灣的相簿都留給你
就寄放在你母親那兒
但我偷了其中一張
是你在海邊玩水的那張
照片裡的海沒風也沒雨
照片裡的你，笑得就像在天堂
不管你的未來將屬於誰
誰都配不上你
原本以為我能將美好回憶妥善打包
到頭來卻發現我能攜走的只有虛無
我真的很想妳！
啊，彩虹！
但願這彩虹的兩端
足以跨過海洋，連結我和妳

第七封
友子，我已經平安著陸
七天的航行
我終於踩上我戰後殘破的土地
可是我卻開始思念海洋
這海洋為何總是站在
希望和滅絕的兩個極端
這是我的最後一封信
待會我就會把信寄出去
這容不下愛情的海洋
至少還容得下相思吧！
友子，我的相思你一定要收到
這樣你才會原諒我一點點
我想我會把你放在我心裡一輩子
就算娶妻、生子
在人生重要的轉折點上
一定會浮現…
你提著笨重的行李逃家
在遣返的人潮中，你孤單地站著
你戴著那頂…
存了好久的錢才買來的白色針織帽
是為了讓我能在人群中發現你吧！
我看見了…我看見了…
你安靜不動地站著
你像七月的烈日
讓我不敢再多看你一眼
你站得如此安靜
我刻意冰涼的心，卻又頓時燃起
我傷心，又不敢讓遺憾流露
我心裡嘀咕，嘴巴卻一聲不吭
我知道，思念這庸俗的字眼

將如陽光下的黑影
我逃他追…我追他逃…
一輩子

我會假裝你忘了我
假裝你將你我的過往
像候鳥一般從記憶中遷徙
假裝你已走過寒冬迎接春天
我會假裝…
一直到自以為一切都是真的！
然後…
祝你一生永遠幸福！


阿嘉met the Japanese?


leng zai singer who also act as japanese who wrote the letter
(i only notice when i came back and search information for the movie)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i was anticipating the movie so much..
the movie started late cos GSC spend a lot of the tidying out the cinema and do not let us go in early.
so we waited for 15 minutes
and another 20 minutes for movie pre-view and also advertisement.
i watch the DIGI duck and cat adver for 3 times i still do not understand wat it mean


（阿嘉(ga) and 友子（tomoko-san))

actually my mood watching the movie was quite disturbed...
cos of the big guy beside me keep saying
this one cut la.. tat one cut la..
this one should have the adult press the kid's head la...
i wanna say if you have already watched it why waste money watch again in the cinema?
i dun like..
tat's why i cant concentrate
and i got a lot of question mark when i come out from the cinema.

my bf say it was a very touching movie..
i dunno why i dun feel anything
mayb cos i'm 冷血
mayb cos i'm disturbed.

overall it would be a movie worth to watch...
with humor(when you know hokkien it would be easier for u to understand), love scene, motivation...
a lot of things you can consider rethink..
a lot of question unanswered..
so looking for info regarding the movie

not forgetting the scene where t0m0k0-san was drunk in front of the house of 阿嘉 and she said why 连你都笑我。and the next scene was the smiling moon.
reminds me of the latest 天文景象which happened lately which is the moon smiling at you.



post on my friend's blog regarding 海角七号

海角七号场景大公开

海角七號官方網站

經典台詞

to ponder:-
<勿以善小而不为，勿以恶小额而为之〉

do not think that the good deed is too small and you do not do it.
do not think that the bad deed is too small and you do it.

so.. my boss say
i have lost my respect from others because i did a lot of bad deed?
yeah i suppose so..
cos when all the small bad deed is being accumulated
it would become a big bad deed.
that's why i kena kutuk so badly.

so when others say 清者自清
maybe is cos i should not do so much bad deed after all

i always admire some of the old people cos they live longer than us and there are a lot of value we can learn from them as they already experienced much much more than us.

i admire them as they always practice the philosophy of live to learn and learn to live... and the attitude of live long learning.

i have saw an old grandpa at the age of 70++ who can operate a power point slides with object moving around to make his presentation more attractive and lively.
and what more about us?
we are youngster but always refuse to accept new things and to learn more.
i think it would be easier for us to catch up on how to learn something about the computer faster than an old grandpa.
but the most important factor which affect whether would be whether we are willing to learn new stuff
and whether we are independent enough.

finally Cape No. 7 is on cinema tis christmas.
so.. we booked the ticket for the movie.
cos tis is the most discussed/watched movie in Taiwan this year...
hopefully it would be as good as we are expecting it :)

i tot bos read their email but bos din...

2day onli she know she is being called teacher...
but... i think it's better tat she din read those email.

my boss says one of the joker is c2pid enough not to delete his email.
cos mayb he tot that those email would not be exposed to others

no wonder they like to lock their laptop when they are not their place.

and all i wanna say is....
god bless those two joker and the short, tan and fat guy a Merry Christmas :)
and let the thing end here...

today received an sms from maxis...
it says ur services has been revived from 22/12 - 29/12...
so.. in short..
i can call others again even my credit term has end...
cos.. during the festive season...
season of giving and caring...
maxis who is caring enough has kindly extend my call period...
hohoho... this is first time i encounter such situation...
weird...
my bf said...
cos they want us to spend more so..
they extend the expiry period lo :)

i'm still a bit confused about leaving my comfort zone.
entering into a danger zone..
where everything is alien to you except yourself.
and you need a lot of support from people
for you to hold through
but i'm wondering
where there is office politics.
(this has nothing to do with my previous post)

i think not knowing so much should be a good thing for me also
i'm not in fear so much.
i'm concern about my client.
my work is deteriorating.
hoping to improve

nothing was told about what will be happening.
i wonder why.
i have no idea what will be happening in the future.
i have a lot of unanswered question.

i ask myself whether i'm angry after reading all those e-mail...
in actually fact i'm not...
but seems my body is giving a diff point of view...
it's angry and making me sick...
serious cough...

hope i can fight the virus together with the office politics...
hope i'm strong...
hope my reputation is not being drug badly...

while you are working.. have you eva think of office politics?

i tot our office is healthy .. no politics..
mana tahu there are somebody who like to do small little action behind..
calling name...
like small little kids
(when they read my blog sure they are wondering whether i'm talking about them...
so frankly speaking yeah... i'm talking about u...
but i do not know blog are being misinterpret to such extend..
i'm speechless about the ugly side of human
i need to be careful...)

thus i'm an anti-social Nerd...
To those nerdy friend outside.. please count me in also...
cos i'm d super perasan Nerd :)

把你最不喜欢的人 招纳成你的朋友
成为你向上的棋子。
那是高招的。
我甘拜下风

Primary Gathering
please see photo of primary friends gathering

had a great time yesterday...
primary gathering in the afternoon (lunch till evening...)
next up..
steam boat at shabu shabu puchong
continued with
sight seeing and another round of shoping at Sunway
and lastly sight seeing at Bukit Bintang area before sending my bf's friend back to JB and SG :)

anticipating photos to be out soon...
but need some time

will be moving out of my comfort zone soon..
i'm worried.
i'm confused.
but i have to give up everything in front of me.
have to grow up
have to learn
have to be berdikari
have to be more independent

no matter how i'm not willing to leave my clients behind
i have to move on.
hoping i would be able to come back someday and bring the best for my client.
hoping i would grow faster.

my boss ask me..
why i accept the position
actually i do not think so much.
not thinking so much about the money
money does not give me a vast different
i had not prepared myself to move on so soon
but...
when the opportunity comes
just take it and challenge yourself
give it a try
why not?

i want myself to succeed
i need support
i have no wall to lean on d
i'm worried.

what would you do if there is an opportunity for you to move on...
towards the next level?
do you want to stay on?
or just move forward...

give it a try?
never try never know?
how?
i reli reli do know know wat's the consequences :P