tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

just do not know why
i just feel myself lost again
lost do not know what to do

wonder why this feeling is coming back over and over again
if you do not do your job good enough
you would get scolding from others
then you would get demotivated
followed by the feeling of getting lost
do now know what to do

hopefully this lost feeling would not come back to me too often
it will affect my motivation
i guess i need a lot of courage to move on

or should find other ways to get motivated?
i'm just tired i need a break....