tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

feel a bit down when see there are not much saving left in the bank
huge cash outflow lately
struggling

wondering when the hole can be covered up
feel the stress
is taking over my emotion

talked to people whom i think is closed to me
did not get the answer i needed

maybe cos he is also struggling too
wonder how
wonder why

is this what i want?
is this what i need?

seems like i'm not getting anything out from the cash outflow
do not see immediate benefit

being stressed out too much
being bugged every morning

give me a break
i do not need kit kat

i need silence
i need peace of mind

but GOD please guide my heart
which i feel myself lost

please show me an answer -_-