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it has been some times since i last blog.
i'm suppose to start my study again.
everybody are still in their holiday mood.
and trying to recover from the internal exam hurt.
everybody is telling me that they would start their preparation for the external examination by next week.
but i keep telling and reminding myself there are not much time left.
studying 3 subject at one goal is terrible.
but i do not want to scared others la.
since my expectation is high and my requirement towards myself is very high also.
i do really think that i'm really really presuring myself to my limits.
and when i see the time table which i planed for myself to do the revision, i just noticed that i have not left any time for entertainment like movies, shopping etc.
is it i'm giving myself too much preasure?
is it too demanding for myself?
can i take this presure?
oh... i'm now in the college library.
using the internet facilities.
there are not many people in the college since it is the semester holidays and those poeple who are around the college are those who are taking form six and also a-level.
campus is like a death town/city... so quiet.
i do not know what i wanna do.
but i just keep pushing myself and always motivate myself.
now.
it is starting to rain outside.
hopefully it would stop by the time i wanted to go to kl for marty last class.
raining... and moody....
i think it would not stop myself form moving towards achieving the dreams of qualifying in june 2005 ;)
i'm wondering what is the motivation?
everybody have not start their revision yet?
why should i start now?
shouldn't i be enjoying my life now?
why make my life so misserable?
keep on fighting in my brain.
whether to study or not?
but i think it is better to start now than to regret later.
maybe i should take kwaifatt's advice to have a look at klcc and then imagine when i can afford to buy things at the shops which are kindda expensive.
but i'll still be stingy so.. maybe i will not consider to spend too much on clothing.
end of bull shit 1
i'm suppose to start my study again.
everybody are still in their holiday mood.
and trying to recover from the internal exam hurt.
everybody is telling me that they would start their preparation for the external examination by next week.
but i keep telling and reminding myself there are not much time left.
studying 3 subject at one goal is terrible.
but i do not want to scared others la.
since my expectation is high and my requirement towards myself is very high also.
i do really think that i'm really really presuring myself to my limits.
and when i see the time table which i planed for myself to do the revision, i just noticed that i have not left any time for entertainment like movies, shopping etc.
is it i'm giving myself too much preasure?
is it too demanding for myself?
can i take this presure?
oh... i'm now in the college library.
using the internet facilities.
there are not many people in the college since it is the semester holidays and those poeple who are around the college are those who are taking form six and also a-level.
campus is like a death town/city... so quiet.
i do not know what i wanna do.
but i just keep pushing myself and always motivate myself.
now.
it is starting to rain outside.
hopefully it would stop by the time i wanted to go to kl for marty last class.
raining... and moody....
i think it would not stop myself form moving towards achieving the dreams of qualifying in june 2005 ;)
i'm wondering what is the motivation?
everybody have not start their revision yet?
why should i start now?
shouldn't i be enjoying my life now?
why make my life so misserable?
keep on fighting in my brain.
whether to study or not?
but i think it is better to start now than to regret later.
maybe i should take kwaifatt's advice to have a look at klcc and then imagine when i can afford to buy things at the shops which are kindda expensive.
but i'll still be stingy so.. maybe i will not consider to spend too much on clothing.
end of bull shit 1
Hi teechong,
is this your first time doing the ACCA core papers?