tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

one more week to go.
and it's the day again.
i wonder whether she will forget about that day again.
i wonder whether does it matters whether she remember or she forget about that day.
aiyo.. really long long time never stay in touch with her already.
dunno how is she.

the reason behind not keeping in touch with her is because i do not care about her?
or because i've taken the wrong step at the very first place.

is it because she is advancing and i'm still staying at the same spot?
i still insist to stay at the same spot in our relationship.
that's why we have taken a different path in our relationship.
so why must i be the one who is connecting?
why not her?

why must the attention to be directed to this super nice gal?
i've let her down.
and she had also let me down too in the pass..
so we are even?

because i'm not a person who know how to express myself very much?
because i like to keep the things to myself?

i did not call her during my graduation for acca why?
because i know you would not be coming. so what's the point of asking you to come?
wish to share my happinest with you.
but is it important to you for me to share it with you?
i'm in doubt