tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

It seems that a lot of natural disasters that happened during the end of the year.

Wonder why this happened?
because god wanna warn us not to further harm the earth anymore?

sometimes i wonder.
going to be away from home this very first time.
and the very first year...

and knowing that my parents are very concerned about my trip.
this is the first time i travel together with joo...
and my parents always tell me..
do not do something c2pid that would let thier face down.
you have to take care of urself la... take care of your safety la....
bla.. bla.. bla..

i wonder...sometimes i wonder why my parents so not willing to let me have a say of my own and do my own things?

hope this would be a safe trip and my parents would be please and glad they allowed me to go for this trip.

herm... 2006 is coming to an end...
just wondering where i should be end of the year.

I would be at home watching tv?
haha.. no this year i would be out of my house.
i would be at S'pore celebrate the merry merry new year...

hehe... so hoping everything would be alright..
and the flood will be gone by the time when i wanted to go s'pore.

actually i'm a bit looking forward for the trip.
and i think it would be good for me since it seems that it should be the time for me to be independent.
starting to explore things myself.
hoping that i would be prepared for the trip.

hoping that i would be better when i'm back from my trip.
hoping i could gain more from the trip i have.

huh... end up i did not take too much picture during our annual dinner...
why cos some c2pid fuller told me.. 'nonono... i got camera here.. it's okay... i can use my cemera to take'
ah... 'zhen yang' looking down on my camera kah?

okay... that's fine with me...
no point of being upset till today.

actually wanna wish thanks to my friend who help me to make up and do my hair as well as my nails...
jus feel a bit it's not like me...

my bf say.. you have to learn to make up...
it's a kind of respect... to others...
bla bla bla bla...

but it's so not tee chong...
'suan la'... see how things go lo...

painting finger nails...
it's so like me...

wanna see how's it's like?

please wait for the picture which will be posted here soon :P

五隻毛毛蟲的故事
來源：網路流傳
第一隻毛毛蟲

話說第一隻毛毛蟲，有一天爬呀爬呀過山河，終於來到這棵蘋果樹下。

他並不知道這是一棵蘋果樹，也不知樹上長滿了紅紅的蘋果。

當他看到同伴們往上爬時，不知所以的就跟著往上爬。

沒有目的，不知終點，更不知生為何求、死為何所。

他的最後結局呢？也許找到了一顆大蘋果，幸福的過了一生；也可能在樹葉中迷了路，顛沛流離胡塗一生。

不過可以確定的是，大部分的蟲都是這樣活著的，也不去煩惱什麼是生命意義，倒也輕鬆許多。

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第二隻毛毛蟲

有一天，第二隻毛毛蟲也爬到了蘋果樹下。

他知道這是一棵蘋果樹，也確定他的「蟲生目標」就是找到一棵大蘋果。

問題是...他並不知道大蘋果會長在什麼地方？但他猜想：大蘋果應該長在大枝葉
上吧！

於是他就慢慢地往上爬，遇到分支的時候，就選擇較粗的樹枝繼續爬。

當然在這個毛蟲社會中，也存在考試制度，如果有許多蟲同時選擇同一個分支，可是要舉行聯考來決定誰才有資格通過大樹枝。

幸運的，這隻毛毛蟲一路過關斬將，每次都能第一志願的選上最好的樹枝，最後他從一枝名為「台大」的樹枝上，找到了一顆大蘋果。

不過他發現這顆大蘋果並不是全樹上最大的，頂多只能稱是局部最大。

因為在它的上面還有一顆更大的蘋果，號稱「老板」，是由另一隻毛毛蟲爬過一個名為「學徒」的樹枝才找到的。

令他洩氣的是，這個學徒分支是他當年不屑於爬的一棵細小的樹枝。

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第三隻毛毛蟲

接著，第三隻毛毛蟲也來到了樹下。這隻毛毛蟲相當難得，小小年紀，卻自己研製了一副望遠鏡。

在還未開始爬時，就先利用望遠鏡蒐尋一番，找到了一棵超大蘋果。

同時，他發覺當從下往上找路時，會遇到很多分支，有各種不同的爬法；但若從上往下找路時，卻只有一種爬法。

他很細心的從蘋果的位置，由上往下反推至目前所處的位置，記下這條確定的路
徑。

於是，他開始往上爬了，當遇到分支時，他一點也不慌張，因為他知道該往那條路走不必跟著一大堆蟲去擠破頭。

譬如說，如果他的目標是一顆名叫「教授」的蘋果，那應該爬「升學」這條路；如果目標是「老板」，那應該爬「學徒」這分支；若目標是「議長」，也許早就該爬「賭場保鑣」這條路了。

最後，這隻毛毛蟲「應該」會有一個很好的結局，因為他己具備了「先覺」的條件了。但也許會有一些意外的結局出現，因為毛毛蟲的爬行相當緩慢，從預定蘋果到抵達時，需要一段時間。

當他抵達時，也許蘋果已被別蟲捷足先登，也許蘋果已熟透而爛掉了...

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第四隻毛毛蟲

第四隻毛毛蟲可不是一隻普通的蟲，同時具有先知先覺的能力。

他不僅先覺知道自己要何種蘋果，更先知──知道未來蘋果將如何成長。

因此當他帶著那「先覺」的望眼鐿時，他的目標並不是一顆大蘋果，而是一芽含苞待放的蘋果花。

他計算著自己的時程，並估計當他抵達時，這朵花正好長成一顆成熟的大蘋果，而且他將是第一個鑽入大快朵頤的蟲。

果其然，他獲得所應得的，從此過著幸福快樂的日子。

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第五隻毛毛蟲

毛毛蟲的故事本來應該到此結束了。

因為所有故事的結局都必須是正面的且富有教育意義。

但仍有不少讀者好奇：第五隻毛毛蟲到底怎麼了...？

其實他什麼也沒做，就在樹下躺著納涼，而一顆顆大蘋果就從天而降在他的身邊。

因為樹上某一大片樹枝早就被他的家族佔領了。

他的爺爺、爸爸、哥哥們盤據在某一樹幹上，禁止其他蟲進入。

然後蘋果成熟時，就一顆顆的丟給底下的子孫們撿食。

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奉勸諸位，若你不是含著金湯匙出生也不是先知先覺的第四隻毛毛蟲的話，就乖乖腳踏實地的打拼吧，

可不要妄想檢到大蘋果，因為反而會被砸死的。

this is a e-mail i received form an anonomous sender :)

2006 New Year Resolution

the following is an extract of the above mentioned blog posting:-

"okay now i just simply set a few goals and see what i would be able to do with it.

1. get first 5 in the coming tax trainning for the company. (yes it is being achieved, i got first place for the trainning)

2. help out my group leader and try to get as much exposure as possible. (yes being incentive application, but it seems that i breakdown sometimes along the way... exposure wise.. i gain a lot and it really help to make me to be more mature in handling my work)

3. be a more open person and try to know more people in the future. (moving to a new floor at 12 floor, yes i manage to know more people because there are more staff at 12 floor and also because i got first place in the trainning and more poeple know me. however now i just feel that i wanna be a low profile person :))

4. try to control my weight and work out during weekend (so far my weight has not increase too much but sad to say it doesn't reduce either... so i found it doesn't work out well enough for this resolution)

5. continue blogging (yes have been blogging all year long but it seems that i spend time working at home from june to november rather than posting how i feel and what i feel. i think that's why i'm a bit streesed out)

6. learn how to drive by end of this year (driving huh... to have somemore room for improvement. can drive already.. but if wanna let them (i.e. my parents and bf to be convienced that i can drive to work i seems long long way to go)

7. buy and read more books especaily english books (this is the worst new year resolution. i have bought a lot of books but rarely read them.. i bought demand and angle the mandrin version also the da vinci code... however no new english book are being purchased. therefore this have to be improved)

8. maintain a good relationship with my family especially my parents (having a better relationship with my parents and also it seems that they have accepted my bf better and more convienced and secure that we are together ;))

9. get a promotion during the year. (yes being promoted from junior to semi senior.. actually looking forward for a further promotion.. working working damn hard for it)

10.treat myself better (this is a question i'm wondering and asking myself all the time. is it that i'm not treating myself better? why should i loose out to what i like as compared to a job which i work like a 'monkey' and i get peanuts in return. but i always tell myself job satisfaction is what i have been looking for all this time.)"

please give me some feed back if you have some tought regarding my new year resolution this year.. so that i could improved on my new new year resolution 2007 :)

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Merry Christmas oh :)
Sweet Sweet Christmas

Much Regards
Tee Chong