tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

have been making small and minor adjustment on my blog.

such as taking away the music on the blog.
why? cos i dun have time to maintain the site that support the file and it would be outdated once every 30 days.
rather than having to upload it everytime after it expires... better take it away until i have better solution then i will upload it again.

annother feature is about the photo.
it will auto upload the photo that i have uploaded on picasaweb...
so you all will be able to see the picture that i've taken with my sony 770i as time goes by.
i think it's a cool cool way of sharing things.

the other cool feature
is the update on my friends blog using RSS feed.
once there is any new post on their blog.
i would be able to see it and i could easily notice who has updated their blog.
i like this feature since i see it from superstar3's blog.

basically my life bsides working my life is jus online and blogging and watch series online...
so... life goes on

had been working very very hard...
so that i can forget that i miss u much.
had been trying very very had so that i'm not thinking too much while we are seperated apart.

notice that you triped during your path to search for your job in sg.
but i think it just take sometime.
you would be able to get your job soon.
i'm crossing my hands for you.

i also triped during my work...
had been doing nothing much this few days...
no information which i required to prepare the tax computation are in...
has been calling the client everyday...
i'm tired and sicked of it...
wonder why the client are so bad and not so effective.
keeping on giving me empty promised.

i'm upset...
but moving forward...
i cant change my client...
but i wanna know how to improved myself and learn from my mistake.

on the other hand,
my october filing client
they are superb...
have been working together with them hand in hand for four round of filing and
i think people improved.
i also improve myself.
i'm moving fast towards my aim for the October trip.

:)

it has been rumours that the oil price will increase again...
and the oil price really increase recently for around one dollar and this would reli reli affect our live in stages and you will notice the stuff in the market are more expensive by 10 sen to RM 1.
when you cumulative the effect, it would sum up to a big hole in your pocket.

and today there are rumours that the petrol station all around malaysia will strike and close for dunno how many days...
erm... dunno how true this rumours is...
but just for safety purposes if your tank is about to empty, just go and pump up the petrol la...

i'm a bit updset cos he took my ms office disc without returning it to me.
i'm super upset...
i dunno why i'm so upset.

maybe i can just easily get a newer cd for that document.

just when i'm writing this blog...
he called again... and told me maybe he will be coming up to kl this weekend.

would it be a good news for me?
haha... i really really have no idea leh :P

miss him too much...
but when i see him i would think that i would have nothing to do...
jus hope he can find the job of his dream soon.

have not been blogging for around one month or two...
or i have been posting too little this few months rather than to post more than 100 post this year.

haha.. i'm just a little bit too lazy to do i guest.
but with my new second hand pc i guess i would be doing more blogging this month.
the main point is to release my tension cos i do not know why i'm so stressed up.
with my work and my poor performance.
i do not know what everything is going out for control.

i wonder and i wonder.
i'm slack and i'm doing nothing.
i wanted to work hard.

but the other part of me just refuse to do so.

so next i'm thinking whether to change the monitor of my second hand computer to a lcd flat screen, at least it would be better if i wanted to use it for my own good hoh...
erm...
i wonder...
when i would start to make up my mind to work hard
and not to be slack?

There are two bathroom one near by the living room and annother new to the master bed room

Master bed room view of the show house.. small small room with our big big love inside :)

Kitchen cum dining space and the yard is just right at the left hand side towards the end of the house

Medium room cum guest room of our new house

The construction of our new condo has been in the progress very very fast... the second 10% billing just right after two months of signing the S & P has reached my mail box last friday.

one full table of food for prayer during 端午节。got vegetarian and most of it is meat.
annother view of the one full table of food..
got fish, chicken and bak yi (meat ball) wow... very very nice oh :)

vege fish curry, vege and bak zhang..

i think the main purpose of having this 端午节is to let the family member have a good time to spend together with each other by having more and more quality time.

it's about 3 weeks or more i have not seen him.
tought we talk with each other on the phone and online everyday.
but the feeling is different when you talk to someone personnally
and talk to them on the phone or online.

sigh...

very very busy lately.
very very tired lately.

do not know what is my direction.
a lot of people asking me what is his direction
has he gotten his job?
those are question which i do not know exactly how to answer you guys.
i wonder how.

i miss him...
i really damn miss him.
i think my family members also missed him much.
especially ah ma...
missing someone who bring her to suppermarket
missing someone who would praise her for the good food she prepared.

me myself?
i also dunno whether i miss him much or not...
the feeling is complicated.

yeah... i miss him la...
but i told him you have to get your job before you want to come back and look for me.
hope that would be his motivation.
hope this can give him a great push... so that he would take more drastic action in order to get a suitable job.

since the increase in fuel price in Malaysia,

everyday or every week you would expect/you might be expecting the price of those necessity to announce their increment.

latest addition to the price increase family is the stationery.
yeah stationery especially paper.

i still remember one ream of "branded" A4 paper would cost me less than RM 10 during my college days but according to the papers the A4 paper would cost another 20-30% more due to fuel price increase and also the increase in paper price world wide.

damn it...

just when you are thinking happily that you have gotten a very satisfying increment early this year...
the government started to give you many shock such as
increase in rice price
increase in fuel price
increase in flour price
increase in stationery price
increase in house price....
so on and so...

so what's next?

another increment in our paycheck?

nah...
i think we just have to tighten our belt and be more caution
and more careful when we decided to spend.
depending whether you wanna spend luxuriously.
better stay at home and do nothing.
cos once you step out of your house you would start spending.

这是我们分开的第一个星期
希望你能够在新国实现我们一起建筑我们梦想的家园的愿望

好想你
可是不想让你知道
不想让自己成为你的牵挂
不想让你太担心自己
因为让你去操心的事情太多太多啦
寄人篱下 应该是辛苦的吧

希望你快些找到你理想的工作
希望你能够和我一样一起
很努力
赚很多很多的钱

我在这边也很努力
工作
学车
维系我们的感情

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this is the first week we are saperated

god. my sore throat came back..
god knows how torturing sore throat is.

cos he is leaving me to seek for a better job?
cos he is leaving me to let us have a better future?

scared...
i'm terribly scared.
scared my heart will change because of this.
scared of my dream will come true.
hope our heart will be together.