tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

yesterday went to kl and bought a couple of books.
i wanted to buy the book by rene and also fish but the discount offer is over d.
so.. instead of buying their book i end up buying the book by wen kang and also chen luyu. and the cashier of the popular book store is so impolite in away, that they do not knoe how to say sorry when they did something wrong and also they not only did not give the correct discount in the first place, and also the cashier did not knoe how to give back the correct change. do the cashier knoe maths one ar? hey, popular management team do you test their maths before you employ them ar?
normally last time i would not check things that i've bought as well as the change. but sometime you really have to be careful. i as a consumer would have the rights to get what i'm suppose to get. i'm not a fussy customer but when your wrong just want you to say sorry and not jus correct what is wrong. this is not the service that the customer want.
me and my boy boy went to secret recipe to eat cake as i've promise him. sometimes i think it is really good that i couple can share what they think about and their own feelings.
on my way back as usual i took the bus ~~selangor bus. the conductor was the one who i like. the one which i have a lot of memory with my friend. and at that moment i recall all the good old times i've spend with her, but suddenly there is a little voice in my head. do not keep looking back! no point keep looking backward at your past where it would never changed no matter how hard you would be looking at it. if you still looking backwards after five years. you would never have any improvement. i think that is really true rite? sometimes i think i tend to think too much and spend too much time on my past and i neglected my present and future. so...i really gotta do something about it.

i think the first thing that i need to learn is how to be patient.
when you do a lot of things if you are patience enought then you would difinately find your success someday somewhere and somehow.
:)

hi... i'm new ambassador in penang hill

nice to meet u all ar

give me your hand or i'll take away your shoe....

mom.. someone is taking the camera focusing on me.... gosh m i cute?

things are good and bad and it is not good or bad all the time....
but sometimes things tend to be good and bad

i'm very ikan today.. cos i 'wat' my friend to buy ice cream today and .... i eat until i feel myself very clumsy... but the worst thing is i regreted after he pay for my ice cream. you knoe la... eat too much ice cream is fattening and also... ai.. not nice to ask ppl belanja u ma... erm..
ai... dunno wat to do... really really ikan neh...

apa itu sex??? ayo apa??
Alkisah seorang anak perempuan yang barumasuk sekolah bertanya kepada ibunya.. 'Mami, mami? sex itu apa sih Mi?'..

Terkejutlah si ibu.. Teringat akan kemodernan zaman sekarang yang membuat manusia
berfikiran lebih terbuka.Sesuai dgn konsep pendidikan seks yg sedang hangat dikatakan, mulailah si ibu mencari jawapan yang sesuai untuk anaknya dengan harapan anaknya takkan terjebak dalam arus pendidikan global.

Maka si ibu pun mulai memberikan jawaban mengenai apa itu sex dengan perumpamaan antara kumbang dan bunga, diikuti dengan pembentukan bayi dalam kandungan dan diselitkan juga dengan kisah percintaan antara mami dan daddynya dari zaman kuliah
hingga dengan kehadiran si cantik yaitu anak gadisnya yang bertanya itu..

Tiba-tiba si anak menangis dengan kerasnya....
"HUAAAAAAA ...." Si ibu keheranan dan bertanya.
Si anak menjawab dalam tangisan.. "Jawapan mami itu panjang, tempat jawabnya pendek
saja, Niih..." katanya seraya menyerahkan buku latihan yang tertulis di covernya:













NAME :...........
SEX :............
Class :..........
Subject :..........

my job in my course is as a printing manager.
and for the one and half years which had past. i do not know that i could use my post as a threat to others until i was chating wit a coursemate during my holiday.
rupa rupanya it can be used as a threat... saying that i would not give you notes if you do not do anything i want you to do.
but i would really never use it la.. just use it when i wanna trick with my friend. but i knoe that i'm not such bad person lo...
heheheh
so.. happy lo...
enjoy serving for my coursemate...
:)

gonna stay at home today. to me staying at home is really a very very boring thing to do. and i do not really like to stay at home. i would rather spend my time in popular reading all the new and old books. that's wat would make me happy all the time.. staying at home is boring but it seems that my room is so messy that it really mess up my life. so.. better do some cleaning up today. and also do some study lo.
notice that when i'm staying at home the electricity bill went up cos i'll be fully utilise the computer and internet to online. so to save my dad's electricity bill, better dun online so much...

曲：黄韵玲 | 词：姚谦 | 编：
* 好像呼吸一样 那么自然 不需要换算
所以我们相遇 在这季节 绝不是偶然
彷佛候鸟一样 飞过大地 穿越海洋
原来所有情节 仔细回想 都是种呼唤

# 感动过的故事 看过的书 经过的地方
遇见的朋友 想念的远方 流过的泪光

@ 听 是谁在唱歌 还是你心里的盼望
听 是谁在唱歌 是我 对谁呼唤

曲：林健华 | 词：葛大为 | 编：陈建麒
听说 你身边有新面孔
听说 你不再寂寞 听说 你提起我

我过得不错 忙碌中还有感动
尝试爱过几个人 面对爱 也诚实许多

只能被听说 安排着 关于你我的 对的或错的
两个人 曾经相似的 却以为都变了

只能靠听说 各自爱着 不需要证明 当时决定是错的
想着联络 不如心底远远问候

最美丽 莫过于听说你 还回忆
其实我也感激 当我听说你还相信爱情

听说 我巷口你常经过
听说 你厌倦寂寞 听说 你问候我

听说 我身边有新面孔 听说 你祝福了我

the lecture said that the choice that you had made at the particular is the best choice that you can make at that time...

i doubt it. if that is the best choice i've made? why i regreted when i've made the choice? erm.. i jus really really wonder why...

听说？你也在等，刘若英…
　　今年入秋第1张最感动的专辑

　　听说？刘若英

　　听说爱情里的每个不确定 都能从刘若英找到蛛丝马迹…
　　刘若英全新专辑「听说？刘若英」

　　2004.10.22，听 刘若英 说10个分手之后你与我 的声音爱情故事


◎给还没有开始喜欢刘若英唱歌的你的专辑。

　　听说？刘若英

　　我从来都知道自己不是最会唱歌的人。
　　但有人告诉我，
　　最好听的歌不是“唱”出来的，
　　是由情感、生命编织起来的。
　　我相信音乐可以不只是音乐，还有记忆与感动。
　　但每次录完一张专辑我都想，何其有幸我能有这些歌，
　　特别是这张专辑。
　　所以我决定唱下去…
　　唱给你听

　　——刘若英


◎红色的双人沙发 刘若英

　　去年年初，我把家里的家具都送人了。
　　朋友说我疯了，
　　但是在我知道未来的一年我都不会在家，
　　你…不会再来我家；
　　突然觉得，家具孤零零的呆在这个房子里，好可怜…

　　所以，我把它们通通送人了…让他们去一个比较温暖的地方…
　　就像你…的离开
　　整个房子空荡荡的，其实也很好，
　　虽然有时候工作累了，回到家，倒在地上有些冰凉，
　　但是，起码，不用期待…
　　虽然有时候蹲在地上，捧着泡面，有些不雅观，但是又有谁在乎呢？
　　这个房子里没有别人会看见啊…

　　这样过了一年半…我从来没有觉得不妥…
　　今年春天，听说，你有了稳定的对象。
　　我替自己买张灰色的单人沙发…我常常窝在里面，姿势也不用换，可以坐上一晚上。
　　好像，也不觉得寂寞…

　　今年夏天，听说你搬家了，很大的房子。听说，客厅家具很少…
　　我又替自己买了一个红色的双人沙发，
　　听说，红色可以让人觉得温暖，
　　而双人沙发是一种期待，比较有人在家的感觉……

　　我想，是时候了……忘记
　　我想，是时候了……不再提起

　　听说，你也这样想过。


人生中有许许多多的问号
经历过了 有了感受的结论 却不等于是答案
问号是感受的开端…


◎听说？听说我们分手了…

　　听说爱过的人心里一定都活着另一个影子。那个已经分手的人。他的一举一动、后来跟谁在一起，总还是不时地传回到自己的耳里。常常想回避那些共同的朋友、经常出现的场合，但是却不能阻止那个人，藉由一个又一个的「听说？」，又回到自己心里…在这个什么都可以「听说」的年代。什么都变得不太确定。当和最亲密的人分手，都可以是「听说」来的时候，「听说」，还只是「听说」吗？

　　在这个孰真孰假、什么都不确定的时代，是难能可贵的。听奶茶的歌常常会听到一种「真」，好像源自人心最本质的感动，有时候并不那么完美，可是诚恳。在流行音乐什么都有可能的年代，要完美华丽并不困难，但要触及最初的感动，并非人人都能够做到。我想是刘若英最值得我们珍惜的地方。一直以来，刘若英用声音说故事、讲爱情，时而犀利、时而温暖，这一次，「听说？」里的10首声音爱情故事，我们将会再一次听见刘若英，听见自己。

　　每一次奶茶录音、发片都把自己当作一个全新的新人，去尝试、去努力，把每一首歌唱到最好。奶茶自谦自己不是那种顶会唱歌的歌手，但是每一首歌都希望能够呈现最多的感动，为了能够唱到一首好歌、唱好一首好歌，从来不放弃，去等待、去感受…


◎听说？爱情里每一个不确定，都能在刘若英的音乐里获得解答。

　　这张奶茶的全新音乐作品「听说？」，奶茶再次回归本我，呈现独立崭新面貌刘若英，除了过往刘若英个人风格的直率情歌外，这张专辑更尝试了多层次的电子舞曲，与中国民谣的重新演绎。整张专辑 “听说？”由顶尖制作人马毓芬、林暐哲、吕绍淳、黄韵玲等，集结姚谦、林暐哲、陈晓娟、张亚东、周耀辉、易家扬、易齐、苏打绿主唱吴青峰、葛大为等华人流行市场优秀音乐创作者，再造最刘若英的原味风格。

　　10首歌曲结合了最真实的文字、最诚恳的音乐与最感动的视觉呈现，每一首歌从不同角度与观点描述「分手之后」的各种心理状态，我们常常以为分手了，就是一个故事的结尾，但是其实还有许多的细微过程在自己心底发酵，许多的怀疑与猜测，操控着我们的情感神经；于是除了这一次的专辑名称命名为「听说？」，代表了爱情中极大的戏剧性、悬疑性与想像空间外，专辑每首歌名后面也都以「？」作结，点出爱情里每一个人都曾拥有的不安与不确定。

　　奶茶的情歌总是特别真实、特别诚恳。在这一次由林暐哲制作，葛大为填词、林健华作曲的首波抒情推荐曲「听说？」中，因为讲述分开的两个人，因为一些共同的朋友与场合，从耳语消息还常有一些微弱的联系，当你发现对方已经有了理想的对象，甚至听说对方已经结婚了…其实谈过恋爱的人都应该有过类似的心情，一种微酸的遗憾与感伤。要鼓起勇气去问对方「你好吗？」其实是一件很不容易的事，奶茶在录音室里练唱「听说」的时候突然想起过往恋情，一度眼眶红了。奶茶也想把这首“听说？”送给每一个曾经爱过、想念过的你。


◎遗落的小熊 刘若英

　　回家的路上，我在橱窗里，看见那只小熊，
　　他依旧坐在那里，傻傻的对我笑着…
　　我也曾经有过一只.那一年，雾濛濛的巷口，你走向我…
　　把背在身后的手，伸向我，手心里，是那一只穿着蓝毛衣的熊…
　　后来的几年，不管我去到哪里，只有他，不曾离开过我…
　　有时候，回到饭店，打扫的服务员会细心的把他放在枕头上，
　　甚至为他做一个舒服的姿势…
　　有时候，他半夜翻滚到床下，我必须找他很久，他才肯出来…
　　但是，终于有一天，他离开我了
　　在马来西亚，我去彩排…当我回到饭店，他不在…
　　我疯狂似的把整个房间都翻了，甚至把服务员，
　　饭店经理都请来了，他们都说找不到他…

　　听说，他去找你了。
　　听说，他说跟我在一起一直没有护照的偷渡到世界各地，他慢慢地丧失自尊。
　　听说，是你把他带离开他原本单纯的这个世界。
　　他说，他要回到你身边…

　　听说？刘若英的10首歌都值得珍惜
　　听刘若英 说10个 分手后 你和我的 声音爱情故事…
　　听说你的感动让奶茶唱得更努力


◎首批限量随货附赠刘若英全彩纸上电影Storybook「我永远记得你说的那一天」

年底，天后、天王接力发片　刘若英光辉十月 第一棒出击！

●听说刘若英唱舞曲？听说刘若英唱中国民谣？百闻不如一听刘若英全新风格音乐作品「听说？」
●顶尖制作人马毓芬、林暐哲、吕绍淳、黄韵玲等，集结姚谦、林暐哲、陈晓娟、张亚东、周耀辉、易家扬、易齐、苏打绿主唱青峰、葛大为等华人流行市场优秀音乐创作者，再造最刘若英的原味风格。
●年度超级专案主题曲：姚谦作词、张亚东作曲2004展望会「饥饿30」主题曲「最后的星光」；询问度最高黄韵玲创作、和声全才制作张艾嘉监制连续剧「候鸟e人」主题曲「听！是谁在唱歌？」。刘若英/刘德华主演电影「天下无贼」片尾曲「知道不知道」。

if you let him go and he come back to you the person is forever yours to keep.

sometimes i jus wonder, whether i should ask him to let go of me. i'm quiet sure that i'm someone who never satisfy with what i have. what i've have i want more and want better one. i would always ask myself to search for what is best for me.

so.. will i be regreting? as he say there would be no friends anymore after i made the decision. is it worth taking the risk? just wonder what i'm looking for?

what would i be without him? what would life be? erm.. he is saying that i do not have my own social life. that's why i wanna control him so much. but i never think so lo hoh. cos different people have different life style and some just like to left alone.

thinking of it... just hope that he would not read this. cos he said he seldom come to visit my blog since he is lazy to read what i've write. but on the other hand i would hope that he would read this post. i'm stucked...

just wonder...

it is coming towards the end of today... and today is my friend's 21st b'day
just wanna wish this person.. happy b'day reguardless.. whether he would see this post or not la...

went to watch quiet a nice movie with my boy boy ~~ the terminal
initially he wanted to watch bourne supremacy.. but the show only starts at about 2.45 and by the time the show end.. i would be too late for me to go home.. (i'm cinderalla actually)
then we end up watching annother show call the terminal by tom hanks and also catherine zeta jones.
i agreed to watch this show since there is catherine zeta jones who can keep her body as fit as before giving birth.. wow... and i like her eyes...her eyes is so... hard to describe tough... erm....
this is a really really down to earth movie which talks about Viktor Narvoski who wants to visit New York which he totally dunno any english and also totally not familiar with the environment.
and the next thing you knoe wat happened? his country does not exists due to political conflict. and he can neither go into america and also go bck to his home~~~krakozhia and he is stuck in the airport... until further notice.
he was given meal voucher and also phone card and various offer to shop in the terminal.
but unlucky him lost his meal voucher and the worse thing is the jus knoe little english.and all that he could afford for is biscuits with mastard and various sauce.
and then he found way to make money by putting all the trolly bck at their place. i think this is really a nice way of making money... so clever...
but the airport officer went against him and prevent him form gettin any money by creating a new post to handle all the trolly. and he is back to square one again.
but.. being a person who extremely trusting in others and always full of hope, and always finds the bright side of all things and also patience to wait for job. i think this is what all of us loss as and when we grew up. we became less and less optimistic and also we are less patient because waiting is a really dull thing in the cyber age.
and some times we are less and less interested in people and unwilling to open our heart to others. being closed we are not able to do things which is from our heart. we only listen to our brain talking and we forget what the heart wants. it is really a terrible thing. don't u think so?
as time pass, he's able to make new friend in the terminal and he also met the flight attendant amelia.
sometimes i do think when god close all the doors you can see... actually he had open annother window for you, it is just that you need to put your effort to find it.

and the story do ends well. but if u want to find out how it ends.. do go and watch it.. it is really a good comedy.. a nice one...

come on give yourself a break.... do what your heart wants the most and free yourself.

Pyramid selling is a fraud. It is a mechanism by which promoters of so-called "investment" or "trading" schemes enrich themselves in a geometric progression through the payments made by recruits to such schemes. Related deceitful schemes have been described in various international jurisdictions as "chain letters," "snow balls," "chain selling," "money games," "referral selling" and "investment lotteries".

Numerous legislatures around the globe have proscribed pyramid selling. The wording of relevant statutes, codes, articles, acts, regulations and the like vary, but all contain the following core concept: A pyramid is a scheme in which a recruit pays (an entry fee) for the opportunity to receive future benefits (money or privileges) which are primarily derived from that recruit's (and/or subsequent recruits') introduction of additional participants in the scheme, rather than from the sale of products to consumers.

Thus, the scheme's rewards effectively come from the addition of new participants and their investments, not from the sale and distribution of real products to persons who actually use or consume them. No real trading in viable goods or services takes place, and the scheme essentially involves an internal redistribution of wealth from new entrants to the promoters. The scheme serves no legitimate commercial function. The only "trade" being carried on is actually in scheme participants' rights, and the redistribution of participants' entry fees or investments.

Pyramid schemes are not commercially sustainable because they essentially assume an inexhaustible flow of recruits - all willing to pay to enter the scheme and to be enriched by subsequent recruits doing the same thing. As the number of available recruits is finite, however, successive recruits have arithmetically less chance of enrichment than the schemes' promoters. Consequently, such schemes are usually short-lived and those who enter last have virtually no chance of recovering their entry fee much less benefiting from the scheme.

Early pyramids were readily identified and successfully proscribed because of their lack of tangible product. Subsequent fraudulent schemes, however, have attempted to deceive the public and avoid prosecution by asserting that they are genuine businesses operating a multilevel marketing plan since they "sell" goods and services. Multilevel marketing is, of course, a well-recognized means of compensating direct sellers for the sale of products to consumers, including participants in the plan, through a network of independent distributors.

A closer inspection of a pyramid scheme's so called "products" typically reveals that they have no real market value. This is because the products are often "gimmicks" such as certificates, spurious training programs or magazine subscriptions, illusory discounts, or over-priced and under-performing "miracle" treatments and the like. Recruits are often obliged to "invest" in large quantities of these products with no realistic prospect of marketing them to actual consumers (or returning them for credit). Their investments, however, generate substantial income for the promoter who enticed them into the scheme.


The following factors differentiate illegal pyramids from lawful Direct Selling businesses:

1. Legitimate direct selling companies offer a genuine business opportunity based on the sale of quality products to consumers. They routinely offer consumers satisfaction guarantees or cancellation rights so that the consumer may return the product for replacement or refund if the consumer is dissatisfied. Pyramids schemes have no such commercially viable product sales base.

2. Legitimate direct selling companies strongly discourage overstocking of inventory and provide participants leaving the plan with an opportunity to return any unused, saleable merchandise to the company for a refund of not less than 90% of the salesperson's net cost. In contrast, pyramid schemes often encourage or require large stocks of non-refundable inventory and disappointed scheme participants are then left with stock which they can neither sell nor return.

3. Legitimate direct selling opportunities may be taken up with minimal start-up costs and little or no inventory investment. Even modest entry fees may be refundable if the new direct seller decides not to pursue the opportunity. Conversely, pyramid selling schemes often require high entry fees and/or substantial "investment" in inventory, and neither are refundable. This is because pyramid operators make their money from new recruits to their schemes.

4. The sales and marketing plans of credible direct selling companies are based on the progressive recognition and reward of direct sellers for the development of a customer base for consumption of the company's products. The development and stability of a direct seller's business is dependent on satisfied consumers and fairly remunerated direct selling network members. Pyramid schemes, on the other hand, offer get-rich-quick schemes to induce participants to buy "ground-floor" or "leadership" positions. In pyramid selling schemes there is no viable, long-term business opportunity.

ILLEGAL PYRAMID SCHEMES AND LEGITIMATE MULTI-LEVEL MARKETING

STRUCTURE VERSUS OPERATIONAL


Almost all organisations, irrespective of whether they belong to direct-selling, conventional business or government departments, are pyramidal or hierarchal in structure.


In terms of structure, therefore, there is some similarity between pyramid schemes and all other organisations.
The important distinction between pyramid schemes and other organisation, however, is in the operational area. That is to say, does its operations follow a chain letter principle? In terms of income, do members of the organisation derive income from the mere act of recruiting? Are there actual sales to end consumers in the company's operations? To join the business, do participants have to pay a high entry fee? And if one wishes to opt out of the business, is there a provision for him to recover his money?

DIFFERENCES BETWEEN LEGITIMATE DIRECT SELLING COMPANIES COMPANIES AND PYRAMID SCHEMES

Legitimate Direct Selling Companies
Pyramid Schemes


The start-up fee for all ethical multi-level selling companies is generally low, primarily to cover training materials, sales aids or demonstration kits.

Pyramid schemes often disguise high entry fees as part of the price charged for required purchases of training, product inventory etc. Pyramid schemes make virtually all their profits from recruiting.

Such companies sell a wide range of quality products to the general public. The bulk of the sales are on repeat sales form satisfied customers. This is only possible because these companies spend millions on research and development to develop quality products.

Pyramid schemes are frequently disguised to appear as legitimate direct selling companies. Such schemes are not interested in marketing these products which are of dubious value. Instead, money is made in typical pyramid fashion, from recruiting, with new distributors being pushed to purchase high cost/large inventory when they sign up.

Many companies have a 100 percent money-back guarantee. Dissatisfied users (and there are relatively few) could exchange the products back for money or for an equivalent amount in other products.

Pyramid schemes will not buy back unsold inventory. Such schemes will collapse very quickly if there is this condition for re-purchase of goods.

These companies are interested in long-term business. In every country that they operate, this criterion is important because the companies have an obligation to their distributors who are small businessmen in their own rights.

Pyramid schemes are get-rich quick schemes. The nature of the pyramids, in which large numbers of people at the bottom of the pyramid pay money to a few people at the top, clearly explains why the scheme cannot sustain itself for long.

Recognition of achievement is based on efforts. This means that a distributor's income is commensurate with the efforts he/she puts into the business.

Position could be purchased.

Established companies depend on selling to customers quality products which offer value for money in order to establish a market.

Pyramid schemes are not concerned with repeat sales to users of the products. Profits are made on volume sales to new recruits who buy the products not because they are useful or attractively priced, but because they must buy them to participate in the scheme. As a result, new participants are stuck with products that are way below the market value in relation to the high entry fees paid by them. Should the pyramid scheme collapse, there is no way for the participants to recover their "investments".

These companies build up networks of independent distributors to sell products.

Promoters of a pyramid scheme are engaging in fraud, knowingly deceiving participants in the schemes.

They have strict Rules of Conduct which, among other things, forbids its distributors to load up on inventory.

Participants in a pyramid scheme have no choice but indulge in inventory loading/high fees to participate.

Distributors sell products and or services.

Participation is essentially based on recruiting, not necessarily on the sale of products or services.

Direct selling is a popular method of retailing which is recognised as a lawful and legitimate business in many countries including the U.S.

Pyramid schemes have been outlawed throughout the United States and many countries many countries around the world.

p/s: recently there is a lot of ppl approach me about enter in those scheme.. i would rather spend my time and money online than.... you know la... after reading this one.

In this plan, commissions are earned for the mere act of recruiting more new members to the plan, sometimes called "head hunting". New members are normally charged a substantial entry fee, often obscured by large up-front investments in inventory. (usually low quality products of little value).

Because of legislation overseas, pyramid companies are now more sophisticated and now disguise up-front loading with either higher membership fee, mandatory purchase of products and various other impositions like payment for computer and other information services, training materials etc.

sometimes you want what is best for a person but the person tend to act stupid...
and and they think you are against them... very unreasonable. don't you think so?
you want to try your very best to help them, but to him what you have done is just waste of time. so terrible and horrible.

i've been writing a lot today.. cos i'm still quiet angry cos i got annother message again... the same person...
dapat betis mahu peha...
but i do think everyone is this world deserve the fair threatment. is it not because you are special that ppl should treat you differently.
i do a lot of things for my course but i would not want them to appreciate me. i just want what is best for my coursemate. because i've been in a course where the couse rep and also the printing manager sucks.....
anyway... writing more and more do help me to feel better.
but i'm tired today... so just stop here la...
2moro would be just a nice day and hopefully i'll for get wat the person did...

i've been in the cit for about one hour d
still having the feeling of anger...
actually i'm d happy go lucky type of person.
but i just donno why i would be so mad at wat others had done?
it should not be a problem to me rite?
i should forget this when i wake up this morning,
but eventually i cannot.
i think i better delete all the mail that disturb me the first thing when i go home.

there is a really really long que outside the cit.
okie... i'm a 'very very very' nite person...(please do not vomit) okie... i think i have to go back to the library and continue my studies...

okie... at last... i'm calm...
i'm a good person and i always do something good for myself and others
;) hahahahhaha... but eventually the other side of me is quiet evil... hahahahah...

sorry to those who are reading to my blog... please forgive me for what i've written.. cos i'm a bit mad due to the person who make me so unconfortable the very minute i on my comp and open my mail box when i'm at home...
so just ignore what i've written....

cacat.. cacat.. cacat..
admit that i'm a very very moody person but...
but when you ask ppl to do things you do not ask them two three times in a row....
that is disturbance and harrasment(at least i feels that why)
actually i wanna be friendly to those i do not really like but eventually it turn up that i could not do so. i'm not god.. i'm not perfect...
i'm just human.. and i do really have a very bad temper.
please do not do anything silly to trigger my anger and haterate towards you.
if i'm already bias towards wat you have done, it is very difficult to change my mind.
everyone has their own limit, just hopefully those ppl would not want to fight against my limit until it burst...
jus ask nicely... and if i say ok it means ok... and dun ask anymore unless i did not complete within the time required...
i'm the type of person who is very straight and when i hate you i would show it very obviously...
please... please.... do not let me do that k?
love you as my friend and do hope you appreciate it.

feel like crying...
feel like crying...
feel like crying...
i know that i'm a good person but sometimes,
when i'm good to others, they try to take advantage of you?
this make me feel so sad...
mayb i'm a bit prejudice and i do not like to do things for those ppl who i dun like gua.
erm... jus feel a bit frustrated...

everyday i go and stay at the college library to study, cos there are too many attraction at home.. my computer and internet as well as the astro.
staying in the college in college is good for me since i would be able to focus more and more.

eventually today college has a blackout. the whole college. this situation would usually happened at every begining of the semester mayb due to the comsumption of electricity had increased. or mayb is because the college forgot to pay the electricity bill and tnb would not wanna supply electricity since it is not a NPO.

hahaha... how good is my imagination neh? hahaha... a bit crazy d...
din get to study much today since there is a black out and i have forgot what i've done during the black out. i think most of the time i've been sleeping in the library..

sometimes i discover that if you sleep too much you would be very very tired and you would end up doing nothing at the end.

Jerry是美國一家餐廳的經理，
他總是有好心情，當別人問他最近過得如何，
他總是有好消息可以說，
他總是回答『如果我再過得好一些，我就比雙胞胎還幸運囉！』
當他換工作的時候，
許多服務生都跟著他從這家餐廳換到另一家，
為什麼呢？
因為Jerry是個天生的激勵者，
如果有某位員工今天運氣不好，
Jerry總是適時地告訴那位員工往好的方面想。
看到這樣的情境真的讓我很好奇，

所以有一天我到Jerry那兒問他：
『我不懂沒有人能夠老是那樣地積極樂觀，你是怎麼辦到的？』
Jerry回答：
『每天早上我起來告訴自己，
我今天有兩種選擇，我可以選擇好心情，或者我可以選擇壞心情，
我總是選擇有好心情，

即使有不好的事發生，我可以選擇做個受害者，或是選擇從中學習，
我總是選擇從中學習。

每當有人跑來跟我抱怨，
我可以選擇接受抱怨或者指出生命的光明面，態度。我從他身上學到 :
每天你都能選擇享受你的生命，或是憎恨它。

這是唯一一件真正屬於你的權利
我總是選擇生命的光明面。』

『但並不是每件事都那麼容易啊！』我抗議地說
Jerry說：『的確如此，生命就是一連串的選擇，每個狀況都是一個選擇，
你選擇如何回應，你選擇人們如何影響你的心情，
你選擇處於好心情或是壞心情。你選擇如何過你的生活。』

數年後，我聽到Jerry意外地做了一件你絕想不到的事：
有一天他忘記關上餐廳的後門，
結果早上三個武裝歹徒闖入搶劫，
他們要脅Jerry打開保險箱，
由於過度緊張，
Jerry弄錯了一個號碼，
造成搶匪的驚慌，
開槍射擊Jerry，
幸運地，Jerry很快地被鄰居發現，
緊急送到醫院搶救，
經過18小時的外科 手術，以及密集照顧，
Jerry終於出院了，還有塊子彈留在他身上……
事件發生6個月之後我遇到Jerry，
我問他最近怎麼樣，

他回答：『如果我再過得好一些，我就比雙胞胎還幸運了。要看看我的傷痕嗎？』

我婉拒了，但我問他當搶匪闖入的時候，他的心路歷程。

Jerry答道：

『我第一件想到的事情是我應該鎖後門的，
當他們擊中我之後，我躺在地板上，
還記得我有2個選擇：

我可以選擇生，或選擇死。
我選擇活下去。』

『你不害怕嗎？』我問他：

Jerry繼續說：

『醫護人員真了不起，他們一直告訴我沒事，放心。
但是當他們將我推入緊急手術間的路上，
我看到醫生跟護士臉上憂慮的神情，
我真的被嚇到了，
他們的眼好像寫著－他已經是個死人了，
我知道我需要採取行動。』

『當時你做了什麼？』我問：

Jerry說：

『嗯！當時有個碩大的護士用吼叫的音量問我一個問題，
她問我是否會對什麼東西過敏。
我回答：『有』。
這時醫生跟護士都停下來等待我的回答。
我深深地吸了一口氣喊著：『子彈！』
聽他們笑完之後，
我告訴他們：『我現在選擇活下去，
請把我當作一個活生生的人來開刀，不是一個活死人。』
Jerry能活下去當然要歸功於醫生的精湛醫術，
但同時也由於他令人驚異的
沒有人能夠控制或奪去的東西～就是你的態度。
如果你能時時注意這件事實，
你生命中的其他事情都會變得容易許多。

現在你有兩個選擇：
1、你可以遺忘這故事
2、將這傳遞給你關心的人

我選擇了2，希望你也是如此！

茹: 哭 在我肩上痛快地哭 我安静感觉你眼泪的温度 希望对你有些帮助

恒: 你 总是轻易地把我看清楚 就算日子还有些辛苦 有你陪伴也很幸福

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边

茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边

茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

茹: 看着你我自然就会知道 恒: 就知道 生命中有太多不同的味道 合: oh~
茹: 一起寻找 合: 最真实的笑

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天 恒: 各分东西 oh
茹: 我们都要 恒: 我们都要
合: 活得比现在更美丽 oh
茹: 你给了我 恒: 勇气

合: 生命里有人来了又离去 我们都还是 老脾气 难得坚持也是种幸福
恒: 到最后我们都找到了 茹: 我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

yesterday i sms my x- best friend?
erm.. she's busy preparing for her final exam ar....
and today i found that i accidentally call her for 1.02 minute without my notice. walao... erm.. there goes my telephone fees.
today jessy sent me the song 'wei xiao de li you' by fish and yu heng as promised by her.
when i listen to this song i remember about her~~~ my x-best friend.
'when i'm sorrow i'll think of you'
ya... everytime when i'm down i'll think of her.. and...
mayb i want her as my really best best friend and we did not make it.
and i always do a lot of c2pid things and my friends around me will always forgive me jus like tat. hahahaha i'm really a damn lucky person.
i knoe when i said those c2pid things three years back do really hurt her. but... what had been said is already in the past. jus hope that we could still be best friend again...
and not x-best friend...
*speachless*

i write down all the sms i've received cos jus for fun.
but sometimes as a printing manager of my course it is fun jus to sit down and read what the other ppl had sms you.
and today something very geng happened, my coursemate(cos i dun really knoe her so i call her my coursemate) call me and wanted to tell me tat who she is and she "erm... erm.." for a few second and she ask me to pass the phone to the person next to me....
i'm speachless at that time and i'm super 'zha dao' d.
and the person calling was jus sitting a few rows away from the lecture hall...
wat a funny experience for me.
hahahaha...
i think most of the people in my course have my phone number so they knoe who i m but i normally dunno who they are. so wierd and unfair.
hahaha... okie i'm used to it d.

Check this out! It's very accurate.
colour test
wanna knoe wat m i? i'm d brown tiger.

"You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.
You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.
You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.
Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education"

if you are using windows xp please off your auto update selection / download update selection.... it is actually a virus....
it will crack all ur file of windows...
then you would not be able to enter into your desktop d la....
so friend out there... careful la!

having my long holiday to prepare for my acca dec sitting exam.
but cima is having their class and i went to attend their class. it was really cool class..
the lecture is touching a lot about current situation and the latest update. tough many might think the lecture is boring but he is actually really good lecture...
just imagine i just go inside the lecture hall and sit down and do my study while i can increase my general knowledge.

wow... my friendster got 123 friend d...
and this friend no 123. is also special to me cos she is my cousin sis...
tough we seldom keep in touch cos she stays in penang.. but she is still a very important person in my life.
glad to know that her result in form 6 is good and hopefully that she would fulfill her dream of becoming a dentist la...:)

last nite i was frustrated when the computer and the blog.
cos i wanna edit my side bar and the blog became something wrong d and kept giving me all the error message. so terriblely irritated.
luckily things are back to normal today.
finnally fixed my side bar and things are back to normal d.

din post for a few days d.
now started to realised that doing a business is not that easy as you can see.
it would not be easy as what you can expect.
erm.. it is so terrible.
sometimes when u realised that you got tricked but you could not do anything about it?
and people promise you something and they do not do it so well and you feel so cham.
sometimes we like to buy things which are cheap i.e. buy things during sales period and sometimes when we tend to buy more and more we tend to spend a lot and we end up to be poorer.
i expected it to happened offered at a lower price and promised that it would be done within certain time limit.
and next which you can expect is they tell you that they cannot finished the job you want on time.
and when you are ok with it d... the next thing that you know is they would rise your price and offer you a higher price.
erm.. this was told by my senior. i should be expecting this to be happening.
terrible la.

唱：梁静茹 词：阿管 曲：林毅心。
彷佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会 开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底有什么内容

彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走

爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久

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谢谢你一直都有在体量着我的任性。
一直想放弃你，但你对于我的包容，让我感觉到十分感动。
想放弃却觉得可惜。
在这个特别的日子里，只想对你说生日快乐
~~我的最爱~~~

direct sales...
there are a lot of direct sales all around.
so.. now i'm looking forward to which one would make myself so interested that i would join in it.
they would tell you the opportunity is out there why not you is the one who grab it?
erm.. i dunno.. i'm a very conservative person.
i rather spend all the money on myself rather then invest on something which i think that i might not be interested in lo.

cut my hair short d...
wow the feeling is a bit weird weird one le
feel like those very yeng punya supermodel which got very style look.
just hope that i could loose a bit of my weight and i'll be every style lo.

r u ready for love?
strengths and weaknesses in love
are u ready 4 love?
Go to :Are you ready for love?

What are the 10 Love Readiness Categories?
1) Age - “Do you think you are old enough to handle the emotions of love?”
2) Stage - “So you may be mature for your age, but are you at the best stage in your life to fall in love?”
3) History - “Have you learned from past relationships to prepare you for the next big one?”
4) Family Background - “Have your parents’ and grandparents’ divorce or marriage impacted your readiness to fall in love?”
5) Ability to Compromise - “Do you have the ability to compromise on important issues with another person?”
6) Need to Control - “Do you need to control every aspect of your life (and of someone else’s life)?”
7) Independence - “Do you want to stay completely independent when you fall in love or are you looking for co-dependence?”
8) Friends - “Can you divide your time effectively between your friends and your love?”
9) Commitment - “Can you make the ultimate commitment to another person?”
10) Marriage - “Do you want this love to lead down the aisle?”

my weakest is- marriage (of course not ready for marriage wat)
strongest is- commitment (if i'm committed to you dun think you could run away d...)

decided to cut my hair within this week..
actually me myself do not really like long hair. therefore i decided i might cut my hair to a certain extend that it is really really short.
i've not cutting my hair since jan cos i'm lazy and the cost is high.
seems weird but to me keeping long hair waste a lot of time.
sometimes guy tend to like long hair a lot but i dunno what's the reason behind.
long hair is so troublesome and so difficult to maintain.
i like short hair to have a boyish look to suit my boyish personality.

rene is goin to issue her new album... oh... no.. the i need to buy it again.. my wallet is bleeding d....
how? what can i do?

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u ar e too ! SENSITIVE!!
& sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
The moral of the story is.......SEND THIS TO GUYS OUT THERE ANYWAY...
Send it to girls also, gives them some laughter .

Dear Friends,
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives.

He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and Treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another.

He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times.

The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom.However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her!

One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered,"I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."

Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I have loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"
"No way!", replied the 4th wife, and she walked away without another word. Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart.

The sad King then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"
"No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to remarry!" His heart sank and turned cold.

He then asked the 2nd wife, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me...when I die, will you follow me and keep me company?"
"I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd wife.
"At the very most, I can only send you to your grave."

Her answer came like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.
Then a voice called out: "I'll leave with you and follow you no matter where you go." The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was so skinny as
she suffered from malnutrition and neglect. Greatly grieved, the King said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, we all have 4 wives in our lives:
Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time andeffort we lavish In making it look good, it will leave us when we die.

Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth.When we die, it will all go to others.

Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.

And our 1st wife is our Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow
us wherever we go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the throne of God and continue with us throughout Eternity.

When the world pushes you to your knees...You're in the perfect position to pray.

Pass this on to everyone that you care about. I just did.

just went to the acca student meeting with the examiner last nite.
i just felt that i'm in a very very sucure box and never come out of the box before. and i think that it is time i come out of the box and not makin the box bigger for me.
just have the feeling that i'm very shallow.
and after i meet the examiner i've this feeling that i've not enough time to prepare so many things.
my mind tend to give up. but i think i would not have enough time if i already give up now. i would have enough time for me to pass the exam and maybe not to score with flying colour gua...
erm.. i have the motication already...
now it is really up to me to decide and take action..
i would rather do than say what i want. when action is not put into word. it seems that it is totally wasted.

it seems a bit weird cos i've put up yeong sang's picture in my blog and every time i open my blog i would see d bold head yeong sang...
then seem to me... it might caused me nightmare...

YEONG SANG IS BOTAK
due to unknown reason yeong sang has shaved his head bold....
maybe he is goin to become a monk when he finished his acca exam...
so now is d trail period...
p/s i've take out the picture d... cos no longer is story d... hahaha

two months more... seem quiet long but it is short actually...