tOm@kO's life ~*_*~: 11/01/2004

Tuesday, November 30, 2004 | by Unknown

haha.. still wanna talk about smoking some more :)

my boy friend do not smoke. but most of his friends around him are smokers.
therefore i would let myself to stay as far as possible so that i would not have to inhale any second hand smoke.

i remember that there was one of his friends who smoke and i and my bf was waiting for my dad in the bus stop. and his friends was trying to smoke as fast a possible since he saw that my face turned dark when he smoke. then he told my bf that i was really fierce. but in fact i'm really really against people who smoke. and if you wanna smoke please go far far away and do not increase the cost of society.

i have the story about a guy chasing a his gal gal, where he stop smoking when the was courting his gal gal. and when he suceed to win the gal's heart, he started smoking again secretly without the gal's notice. and everytime he go and find the gal, he would make sure that there is non smell of smoke on his body or around him.

i do not understand why you give up smoking because you wanna win a gal's heart and why you do not continue and keep it up without the habit of smoking? is smoking such attractive that you could never ever give it up?

i do suggest gals to pay some surprise visit to your boy boy not only because you wanna check on him whether he is doing anything naughty behind your back, and also check whether they are smoking behind your back :)

"A pack of 20 cigarettes now costs RM6.50 compared to RM5.40 previously; a pack of 14 costs RM4.70 (from RM3.90); and a pack of 10 costs RM3.60 (from RM3). "

okie lets say that you smoke 20 cigarettes per day.
the total cost for one year would be:-
6.50 x 365 = 2372.50
this amount might be equivalent to one or two months of an employee's salary.

and most of the college student are still getting money support from their parents and don't you think that burning your money away while inviting cancer to your life is.. a bit too c2pid thing that you would do?

college is it a non smoking area or.....???

Monday, November 29, 2004 | by Unknown

sometimes i wonder why people smoke?
if they do not care about their health and thinks that the joy of smoking is greater than the importance of health. that is their business and there is nothing to do with me.

but do they knoe that, they are enjoying themselves at the expense of other person’s health? are they aware of that?
do they know that there is tonnes and tonnes of pollution being created because of smoking?do they know the air belongs to the public's? please do not pollute it!!!!

do they know that the percentage of people getting lung cancer inhaling 2nd hand smoke is much more greater than those who actually smoke? do they care about people around them? hahaha.. want to wait until their love ones got cancer because of their enjoyment then they would regret, since it would be 10 times more painful to see your love ones suffering than you suffers the sickness yourself.

i'm totally against people who smoke and there is no doubt that there are people who i know are smokers but i would try my very best to ask them to stop smoking. but i would feel that my thinking is very naive. but i would try my best to reduce one smoker as i could.

so.. if you know me.. and if you wanna smoke... please go far far away then only you smoke.

and i would also suggest government to built smoking booth for those smokers. so that they could smoke as much as they like by paying a price to use the booth and also help to keep the air of malaysia clean. this will also enable the government to imposted the non smoking area law in each and everywhere of malaysia. so that people could enjoy cleaner air. and the smoker can inhale all the smoke they created and the balanced would be suck into a machine and being purified. this will help the government to increase their income, which is more effective apart from imposing high sin tax on cigaratte :)
make malaysia a better place...
make this world a better place for you and me...
and it begins from you and me...:)

i'm suprised

Monday, November 29, 2004 | by Unknown

today when i went back home, i on my comp as usual, and when i open my mail box and read my mail. there was two. one is from bravenet where it informs me someone sign my guess book.
and the 2nd mail is the one which makes me feel like 'pengsaning'
the mail was like about 2-3 pages asking me question on malaysian personal tax. where i should be able to answer it tough not really confirm with the answer.
i really feel like pengsan.. cos i'm just a normal gal.. and like to do normal things. and i just feel like answering the e-mail of a stranger is strange.
but after taking my dinner i decided to do a good deed today to answer this stranger's question.
so i look around my text book and make sure that i would not give misleading answer.
i'm not really clever and not really smart. but i'm willing and readily to help others if i'm in the good mood:)

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

went for yeong sang's small party by us...
and.. i'm sorry to all my friends since i give the wrong directions...:P
but it is really really enjoyable to be with them... at least better than those people who find me for direct sales:)
i care for my friends and i can do anything for them.. but i you want me to join it.. erm.. i'm a bit sorry about that la.
eat a lot of the white chocolate..
still remember yeong sang's look when he saw about 9 of us:)
i think he is definately surprise that we sing happy b'day outside his house.
he always tell us that it was condo and ask us not to be so loud and noisy:)
hehe.. i enjoy my nite..
and thanks jean to pick me up:)

有星星的夜 - 卓文宣 (插曲)

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

有星星的夜 - 卓文宣 (插曲)

好像该联络又不是时候按下号码又不敢发送
猜测你今天的行踪然后编造一百个理由
点点星夜空吹来一阵风总以为是你来到身后
每次都只是我想太多那我们到底有没有

以为自己真的很特别才能够遇到像你这样的完美
反反复覆想你的星夜
越爱你越累想太美我画颗星在天边

这是我的手你牵过的手想要冲洗却又舍不得
明明关上了水龙头眼泪还是不自主的流
你在说什么我都听不懂只知道你就会沉默
你说似有若无的比较好过那你把快乐还给我

你怎么舍得让我掉眼泪把我的真心变成是一种浪费
反反复覆想你的星夜
越爱你越累想太美我画颗星在天边

你怎么舍得让我掉眼泪把我的真心变成是一种浪费
反反复覆想你的星夜
寂寞的空位少了谁你怎么都没看见

以为自己真的很特别才能够遇到像你这样的完美
反反复覆想你的星夜
越爱你越累想太美我画颗星在天边
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listening to this song now.. i think it is really really nice:)

i'm scared

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

i'm scared not because the exam is coming soon.
but it is because.. i saw something which i'm not supposed to see...
i'm damn shocked...
and my brain is in coma now...
the image which i see cannot be erased...
i'm damn scared..
hope that sometimes good will come and help me get rid of the feelings.
i've tried to call my boy boy for help but.. din get any results...
i'm damn scared...
my brain frezees.. d...
just feel like crying
:'(

yeong sang happy b'day

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

yeong sang is a very very nice and cool guy.. duh...
but he always say that he is not qualified enough to find a good gal gal...
but i thinks what it matters is..
his thinking and mind set.
but anyway, today is his b'day and i just wish to say happy b'day to him:)

lonely heart

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

just notice that there are so many lonely hearts outside there...
searching for people who are as lonely as they are.
i think if there is a club call loner's club.. it would be very very popular.
but in fact when u join loner's club you would not be lonely anymore
cos you would have a lot of friends.
and what a warm feeling is that?
hahaha...
okie.. craping already...

Sunday, November 28, 2004 | by Unknown

this is a b'day card for my by a best friend for me, many many years ago

真的想你 (Really Miss You)

Saturday, November 27, 2004 | by Unknown

男:杜德伟(ALEX)ONE TWO, ONE TWO,
ONE AND ONE IS TWOYOU WERE MEANT FOR ME,
I WAS MEANT FOR YOUTELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME,
WANT ME, NEED ME IN YPUR LIFECAUSE
I GOT LOVE SO COME AND TAKE A DIVE INTO
MY WORLDSHARE THIS WORLD WITH ME I HOPE
YOU'RE GONNA WANNA STAY RIGHT HERE
YOU SEETHIS IS THE DAY THIS IS A WAY SO
LET US SING A SONG AND MAKE IT STAY
(顺子)PLEASE I GOTTA WRITE A LITTLE
TUNE FOR YOU TO EXPRESS NOTHINGLESS
THAN PURE LOVE FOR YOUYA SEE, I'M THE KIND
OF WONMAN THATWELL, I DON'T LIKE TO KEEP
MY FEELINGS INSIDE, GOTTA LET IT OUTSIDELET
THE WORLD KNOW HOW MUSH I FEEL FOR YOUI
EVEN WROTE A LOVE SONG DEDICATED TO YOUSO
IF YA MISS ME, REALLY MISS ME, WHY DON'T
YA COME CLOSER AND KISS ME, KISS ME
才相遇就有点想妳想看妳不敢告诉妳
别以为是寂寞而巳我知道自己的问题茶不思
饭不吃的道理妳使我夜夜好忧郁一个需要爱的人　
一颗发了疯的心想为妳谱写一首歌
歌里面都是妳的名请相信我是用了心自从妳出现
在梦里生活就变得好美丽把时间留给妳　
想着妳和等着妳我是真的真的想妳　真的真的想妳
好想为妳淋一场雨证明我的心　证明我的命
永远永远属于妳我是真的真的想妳　真的真的想妳
好想为妳淋一场雨证明我的心　证明我的命此情　
此爱　永不渝(ALEX)TILL THE BREAK OF DOWN,
TO YOU I'LL SING THIS SONGTHIS LOVELY MELODY
THAT GOES 真的想你DAY, NIGHT, I'LL BE HOLDING
YOU SO LIGHTTOGETHER, LET OUR LOVE LIVE FOREVER
================================
i like this song very very much. so sexy and .. touching
kekekeke...

Saturday, November 27, 2004 | by Unknown

my handphone credit period had ended.
and i decided not to reload it first. since i always misuse it. means that i would use it for whatever i like.
and i would finish all my credit within few weeks.
but my friends round me are nice and kind enough to lend me thier handphone for sms purpose hahaha!
okie.. enough craping for now.. just wake up.. stil blur blur

this is cool

Saturday, November 27, 2004 | by Unknown

tee chong:

You are an overly sensitive person, often falling into a savior-martyr role. You are very skeptical and have more than your share of bad luck. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job.

Yap:
Financial gains and status are important elements in your life. You want to do things in your own way and on your own terms. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You have a talent for working with people on a one to one basis.

if ur interested to know what ur name mean.. please check

what your name will tell u?

c2pid idea..

Friday, November 26, 2004 | by Unknown

28 nov is my friend yeong sang aka desmond aka mr monk's 21st b'day.
and i suddenly have a c2pid idea of asking my coursemate to sing a b'day song for him since there is lecture in the lecture hall :D hahaha
but before i decided to practice my idea.. i ask my friend yon hon should i do tat or not. and his respond was like so great that he was scared that i really did something so stupid la... hehehe...
erm.. but at the end i did not do that.
but i think that it is no fun that you would not do something c2pid just for your freind :) while you are young.
just like my friend.. who wanna record 100 people's wishes specially just for his x-gal gal.
so touching.. i think most of the people he know would be more than willing to help him to accomplish this mission:)
i do not know the continuation of the story but i'm really touched by wat the guy did for my friend dispite that they are not together anymore.
when i'm back home i was chating wit my friend and i ask him whether he thinks that it is a c2pid action to do. haha.. eventually as expected he say that it was really a c2pid action.
and he said that not much people will entertain me. sometimes i think that i'm a very real person that sometimes my reaction is big and sometimes too over d lo.
and he also thinks that my friend would feel ashame if i would really annouce that to the whole course. hahaha.. think on the second round i do really think that is quite true since the yeong sang i knoe is a person who do not like so much publicity :) but i did really give him something special for his b'day. hehehehe:)
sometimes i think that when we do things we do really need to ask for other people's opinion since that most of the time we would be blinded by what we wanna do. and we just ignore the feelings of others.
and found that people do really like to do things the way they like and ignore other people's feeling. most of all i knoe i always do that. but there is always my bf there for me to remind me not to do so. but i'm always angry with him since he always object what i wanna do and what i like to do.

today is not a bad day at all.

Friday, November 26, 2004 | by Unknown

when i woke up this morning, i was quite blur.

and when i go to college wit my dad. i found that i forgot to fill up my water bottle and i decided to ignore it just because there is water cooler to fill in my water in the college.

then when i arrive at the college, my mood was very very good. since i'm always the first batch of students to go in to the library and i'm longing to go to newspaper section to read today's paper.

and suddenly... boom... i found that *'shit'* i forgot to bring my student id. and i'm sure that i've left it at home.

so i decided to beg the guard to let me in since that i'm there everyday.
and the guard was c2pid to tell me that she could not let me in because if anything happened that i took any books out she would be responsible for it.*bla.. bla... bla.. bla...*
i just think that what kind of stupid reason is that.

that moment i'm so regret that i've ever beg her to let me in. i'm quiet upset since she ask me to search for it again. * what a damn thing.. ppl already tell u din bring d.. everyday also come cannot let ppl in meh?*
*no wonder.. can only sit in front of the library and do such work onli....*

i'm the type of person, where you prohibit or discourage me do the things i wanna to, i would be prove that i could do it.

therefore i decided to go home and take my purse, where i've left my id, somemore just in case i might have lost it since i'm quite a blur person. and all my reload card, touch and go and everything which are important to me are inside the purse. *worried*

lucky my friend who said that he would be in the library by 9 fail to accomplished his mission and said that he would come by 11.

so.. i decided to go bck home. and the stupid transport system in kl results that traveling back from tarc college to my house somewhere in jalan ipoh would take me 1 hours to take the bus from college to general hospital and walk to jalan ipoh and take annother one back home.
and it would cost me about 2.4 for changing the bus in kl and taking a bus from kl back to my house.
since i'm an accountant student that i decided to pay lower fair and walk a longer distance where i would save rm1 for the bus fare. and i have to walk a long way to get to the main road.
and i also walk a long way to get myself from the college to the main road in jalan genting klang. cos i'm scared there are no bus in near college in such early hours.

i think waiting bus is really really troublesome to all malaysian especially those who lives in kl.cos they are not punctual and you do not knoe what time they would come. it is just like our mood. come as they wish and come as they are happy.

i do really wish that i knoe how to drive at that moment. how stupid m i not knowing how to drive.

but i think the luckies thing that happen is when i reach home my purse was on the table. it is just that i've overlooked. and i've tried to call my friend who i think that she would be going to the college to study to pick me up.
but i failed to do so.

and my friend was like telling me that he would not go to college d. since it is quite late d. haha.. and i started to say like i can go back and come home you cannot 'fong fei gei' on me.:P *weird.. seems that i'm a very bossy person*

so.. i decided to take bus back to college. but on the way i'm walking out to take my bus, my friend ~jean called and said that she will come and pick me up. thank god.
when i went back home again, my mom was like asking me why i'm back again ?? i forgot something again??

erm.. luckily my friend come and pick me up, but i end up incurring more cost than to take the bus myself. hahah... but i do not care, since i promise myself to give her a ice cream treat.haha... she tought i was joking but i really meant what i was saying so i bought her the x-choc... but my bf who end up like to critic every and anything i do, say that the ice cream is a bit bitter. luckily my friend say it was okie.haha.. she was like an angle and saviour to me.. kekekeke:D

din study much today. but i knoe that i'm a motivated person and never give up so easy no matter how bad the situation is. i do hope i would help and motivate others. but i would try not to be too harsh on others.
and sometimes my hobby is scolding ppl.. but i rarely do that unless i cannot stand it anymore.:)

great day and great lesson for me today:)

黄霑肺癌病逝

Thursday, November 25, 2004 | by Unknown

this title really make me feel shock. jus feel tat life is short and i do really need to tresure it.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 | by Unknown

the amazing race is nice and zun neh!
wow... amazing race...
really exciting you would not predict wat would happen next:)

i think it is true

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 | by Unknown

You Are a Life Blogger!

What kind of blogger are you?

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

You Are the Achiever

3

You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy.

Eager to reach your goals, you are aambitious and competitive.

You are good at movtivating yourself and motivating others.

You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor.

What number are you?

haha.. number 3 jus as i've expected:)

Wednesday, November 24, 2004 | by Unknown

possibility thinking can turn persecation into opportunities for healing, for forgiveness, for compassion.
jus tell me wat does this means?

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 | by Unknown

the weather is cool and it is nice and i feel happy now.
jus like my friend shining starz told me...
the weather is cool wan apply for off...
to me.. now the weather is cool.. i wan enjoy myself..
happy:)

不再想念

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 | by Unknown

不再想念 - 顺子 - 我的朋友betty su
词:陶子曲:顺子

不再想念 - 陶晶莹 - 青春
作词：陶子作曲：顺子

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 | by Unknown

it is 3 sumthing in the afternoon. the sky is cloudy jus like mood. moody
sometimes i jus feel that the sky have the same feeling as me.
when i'm sad it rains.
when i'm happy then sun shines
i'm really not into a good mood today.
i just wanna do nothing and listen to sll the songs by shunza. jus hope that by then i would feel better and would forgot of what happen today.

Monday, November 22, 2004 | by Unknown

raining again now.. 9.18pm. i like raining make me thinks that i should study harder d..:)

patience/patient

Monday, November 22, 2004 | by Unknown

i jus notice that doing things sometimes you cannot rush. cos once you rush... erm.. things would get worst and it would be at a slower pace than you want it to be.

Love is complete when you give completely

Sunday, November 21, 2004 | by Unknown

i like this saying about love is complete when you give completely and by that time you would not expect to receive anything back jus wanna give more and more to the person regardless of wat newton's theory had said.
i think the most important thing in life is to tresure yourself more and give more and more love to yourself everyday.

I'm Sorry

Sunday, November 21, 2004 | by Unknown

I'm Sorry
作词：姚谦　作曲：Shunza

常想起你和我那段爱情我总掉入　深深的沉默里
我很久没有流泪的勇气和爱情　保持距离

I'm sorry, so sorry 如果我曾　伤你
I'll borrow your sorrow 当爱已远去

我发现我习惯隐藏忧郁也许是怕　泄漏了原因
已经过了那么多个冬季不应该还惦记着你

I'm sorry, so sorry 我是如此　爱你
I'll borrow your sorrow 痛一直到如今

偶而我还在梦里一如往昔　你紧紧拥抱我在怀里
心中　充满了太多感慨
一切　都重新再来永远都不再彼此伤害

I'm sorry, so sorry 如果我曾　伤你
I'll borrow your sorrow 当爱已远去　当爱已远去
Said I'm sorry, I'm so sorry 我是如此　我是如此爱你
I'll borrow, I will borrow your sorrow 痛一直到如今
===========================================
Dear friend.. i'm sorry...
jus thinking of the linkage of this two song.. so nice and zhun man...
gonna let myself listen to this two songs while doing my revision.
yeah... i like shunza.

MSN meeting

Sunday, November 21, 2004 | by Unknown

have you ever have a msn meeting?
last nite i was thinking of offline when then desmond and joo came in to chat and suddenly desmond ask me how to add shining starz and i decided to invited him into our conversation also lo.
then desmond was like saying are you gila kah? playing mahjong ar? jus feel fun where there is a lot of people chating around, you would not feel that there would be a moment of quiet most of the time lo.
then desmond already add shining starz and i knoe next time cannnot have this kind of meeting d.... cos desmond sure dun wan me to kacao his conversation wit shining starz d...:( so sad...

Sunday, November 21, 2004 | by Unknown

suddenly like to listen bck to 顺子's song.
like
i'm sorry,
don't cry out loud,
星星 (I'm Not A Star),
写一首歌April 5, 1969
Dear Friend
i found it really helps me to calm me down and make myself in a good mood.

Dear friend 顺子

Saturday, November 20, 2004 | by Unknown

Dear Friend
作词：姚谦　作曲：玉置浩二　编曲：涂惠元

跟夏天才告别　转眼满地落叶
远远的　白云依旧无言
像我心里感觉　还有增无减

跟去年说再见　转眼又是冬天
才一年　看着世界变迁
有种沧海桑田　无常的感觉

Oh ~ Friend　我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　我们如此遥远

朋友孩子的脸　说着生命喜悦
如果说　我们依然相恋
说不定在眼前　是另外情节

Oh ~ Friend　我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　这么多年
Oh ~ Friend　我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　如此遥远
==============================
i was having my class~~tuition erm.. exam is getting closer and closer day by day. while this song suddenly pop up of my mouth and i decided to search for it online.
i like the melody and the lyrics.
maybe i'm singing this song cos i'm thinking some friend who i've not seen her/him for a long long time.
and the feeling of missing the friend is so strong that it make me down sometimes.

Saturday, November 20, 2004 | by Unknown

exam presure...
so i decided to keep both the chat box.. since i already register for one.:P
reguardless anything happen. jus post your comment wherever you like i would not do anything about it.

追

Saturday, November 20, 2004 | by Unknown

这一生也在进取这分钟
却挂念谁我会说是唯独你不可失去
好风光似幻似虚谁明人生乐趣
我会说为情为爱仍然是对
谁比你重要成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒原来多么可笑
你是真正目标一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要原来早不缺少
HA...... 有了你即使平凡却最重要
好光阴纵没太多一分钟又如何
会与你共同渡过都不枉过
疯恋多错误更多如能从新做过
我会说愿能为你提前做错一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒原来多么可笑
你是真正目标一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要原来早不缺少
HA...... 只得你会叫我彷彿人群里最重要
有了你即使沉睡了也在笑

Friday, November 19, 2004 | by Unknown

i'm tired of the chat box not functioning so i decided to start annother one which would not cause me so much prob.
exam is coming 2 more weeks there are still a lot of things which are not being done.
jus wanna finished it fast.
and after exam i would be able to do a lot of things which i wanna do for a long time.

annother thing is i wanna say sorry to yeong sang cos i left his notes with ms karen's place. sorry and sorry again

last. if you wanna support me where i'll be motivated for my coming exam.. please leave your message in the next chat box la!

thanks a lot.

Thursday, November 18, 2004 | by Unknown

i donnot why my chatter box is not workin mayb the server of tagboard is down.. for 3 days d?

and i'm tired cos of the intensive revision class this week.. i've lost most part of my energy...

i do really wanna motivate myself. herm... motivate myself stress myself to the max. but now. i jus wanna sleep.

Loving You Shanic

Tuesday, November 16, 2004 | by Unknown

Loving you is easy , "Cos you're beautiful
Making love with you is all I want to do
Loving you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that I do is out of loving you

la la .......... do do ..........

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with mewhile
We grow old and
We will live each day
In springtime
Loving you I see your soul
Come shinning through
And every time that we , ooh
I'm more in love with you

la la ........... do do ..........

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with mewhile
We grow old and
We will live each day
In springtime
'Cos loving you is easy
'Cos you're beautiful
And every day of my life
Is filled with loving you

la la ........... do do......

Loving you la la la la la
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today when i woke up this song was in my head. i think i was dreaming about this song. and so happen that i was late for my class. and can you imagine that a class which will be starting at 9 eventually is full in the first 3-4 row in front at about 8 o'clock. and i felt the scariness of taking a lot of places.

back to the song, i think i was singing and singing the song since i think i'm part of the people's idol and i dreamt that they say that my voice was nice to sing this song...

so now i'm looking for this song. anyone can tell me where to find this song?