tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

• 现在... 不要分手


• 纯真~~五月天


• 一公尺


• 孤单北半球 - 林依晨 (片尾曲)


• So Far Away - 张智成/陈绮萱


• 声音& 不夜城 (原版)


• 中间 - 梁静茹(爱情合约片头曲)


• 听！是谁在唱歌？


• 听说？


• 微笑的理由 - 宇恒/梁静茹


• 接受


• 写一首歌April 5, 1969


• Everyday i love u


• Don't cry out loud and 哭


• Reflection


• One moment in time


• Love at first sight


• Loving you - shanic


• 追


• Dear friend 顺子


• I'm sorry


• 不再想念


• 真的想你 (Really Miss You)


• 有星星的夜 - 卓文宣


• 宇恒 依然是朋友


• waiting for you - 胡彦斌


• 我多么羡慕你


• Tears In Heaven~Eric Clapton


• I Honestly Love You


• It Might Be You ~~ Stephen Bishop


• All I Ask of You


• 垃圾车~~五月天


• 恋~~李心洁


• 爱那么简单~~杨伟汉


• 童话~~光良


• 少年 - 光良/曹格


• 天堂~~光良


• 宇宙永恒 Happy Day


• 天堂~~光良part 2


• 笑我笨~曹格


• 原点~~蔡健雅


• 最熟悉的陌生人~~萧亚轩


• 希望 - 陈慧琳《大长今》主题曲


• 微笑的理由-宇恒/梁静茹 part 2


• 古巨基~~劲歌金曲(medley)


• somtimes when we touch ~ dan hill


• 无印良品~我找你找了好久


• one moment in time ~ whitney houston


• 很爱很爱你


• 孩子 曹格


• 忘掉你像忘掉我 ~~王菲


• Lonely


• 快乐 张智成


• all by myself


• 丝路~梁静茹


• 可惜不是你 ~ 梁静茹


• leaving on the jet plane


• 五月天 Mayday ~ 知足


• 我还记得 ~~梁静茹


• 喜悦~梁静茹


• 太委屈 ~~陶晶莹

more to be added

Dreams are a big part of our Lives and You must do whatever it takes to make them a Reality; by the plans you make, the course you take, and the things you do. Don't dwell on past mistakes. Leave yesterday behind, along with all it's problems, worries and doubts. Realize you can't change the past, but you can start a new tomorrow. Don't try to do everything at once; take one step at a time, Don't ever be afraid to try the Impossible no matter what others may think. Remember you are Unique in your own special way. Don't ever stop Dreaming! Don't ever stop wanting what's right for you! HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!!

click on this link and light up the candle for Tsunami victims
show them there is always bright future waiting for them.
show that you do care for them!!!
i'm candle number 10139 please light up the candle!!!!!

today is the last day of the year.
and it do seems that there is a great ending for me.
today.. finally all the copy books that they wanted are printed out and distributed. i think it is a great relief for me as a printing manager.
finally i do not need to worry about people's order.
and this and that. i can focus completely on my studies.
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today i meet lecture miss chin again. and she ask me whether when can they get the book. and i told her the fact that most of us get the copy version since we need to wait for 2 more weeks before the book arrives.
then she told me the fact that she wanted us to get the copy version. but the college object with that.
but in my heart i would think that it is the student's choice whether they wanna take the copy version or they want the original version.
but i would not make it compulsory for them to get the original one. but i do encourage them to get the original one cos there would be a higher resaleable value.
it would also promote copy rights.
talking about copy rights... i do think that it had worsen our image with all those pirated movies and software... now we get pirated books for ourselves?
erm... i wonder....

arh...
the bpp original text book came today.. finally!!!!
it had been a total relief for me.
my friend would not be bugging me everyday anymore...
she was like bugging me everyday.. asking me whether i have call the supplier to confirm when will the supplier come over to deliver the book.
she bug me everyday i also bug the supplier everyday. hahaha...
finally the book came. finally everyone who order the bpp book. got their book.
i know sometimes i give a very bad respond.
sometimes i'm not patient enought to do a lot of things.
but i'm really greatful and thankful to my class that they have really did a very very hard work to help me settle a lot of things in the course.
coursemate are very very blessed to have such good class rep.

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erm.. i did something c2pid today. and i did catch the lecture's attention. oops.. that is bad.. so.. next time during the lecture i would not do anything as c2pid as that... tat is very awful leh...if lecture angry with me i do not mind.. but if my friends are affected because of me... erm..then i'll be very guity.
so i decided not to do anything c2pid during ms chin lecture...
and i'll onli act as a very very good gal. very very decent one...
hahaha.. i think it is a mission impossible for me. but i would try my very very best to do what i've declared.

One day, a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river and her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and she needed the thimble to make her living.

The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden thimble.
"Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again went down and came up with a silver thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord went down again and came up with a wooden thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

Some time later, the seamstress was walking with her husband along the riverbank and her husband fell into the river. When she cried out the Lord again appeared and asked her, "Why are you crying?" "Oh, Lord, my husband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water and came up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your husband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the seamstress. The Lord was furious, "You lied! That is an untruth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a
misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, you would have come up with Tom Cruise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you would have come up with my husband. Then, If Had I said 'yes' you would have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman and am not able to take care of all three husbands, so THAT'S WHY I said yes to Mel Gibson."

The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good and honourable reason and for the benefit of others. That's our story and...we're sticking to it!

CHEERS FOR ALL WOMEN...........!!!!!!

this is the time to do our part,
to make a difference for others life.
due to tsunami please pack old clothes and contribute to the victims.
please contact suet nee at 012-3293984.
support is needed. please inform your friend to comtribute as well.

last nite i only sleep for about 4 hours.
and i woke up about 7am again...
erm.. i think it is really torturing if i need to do this everyday.
and i would be 10 years elder when i finished my course.
erm.. i think this is a bad thing.
anyway. things are going to end by this weekend.
i do think that all the hard work will be worthwhile.

my lecture was asking us question on financal reporting and suddenly this idea came out of my mouth and it does really means that legal obligation in accouting litreture.
erm... i do not have legal obligation to do everything people ask me to do so.
i do have a lot of commitment towards myself and my friends and family.
but now i'm losted.
how can you expect people to be perfect. and you do not give other people a chance.
since people had did something wrong.
and you act as you are very very busy.

sometimes people are selfish and like to talk bad about you at your back.
they are call the 'xiao ren' and they are really evil but they try to act as if they are inocent.
sometimes people are not simple minded. i rather stay in a world which is simple.
i rather do not think too much.
sometimes we do required too much from our friend.
we wish them to be our best friend.. and they would be willing to do anything for us.
i'm just normal human being...
i cannot do everything with 100% i cannot do everything perferctly.
i do wish that i'll do my best and give my 101% to my friends and do not expect that they would give 102% back.
erm... i think... i would always rather be a child than to grow up and knowing that this world is fulled with darkness.

A: wow.. the guy looks really really cute...
B: too bad i knoe him too well to like him. he is not really that good
A: nope he is tall and macho.. erm.. cute...
B: no no no.. he is like girly person.. you would not like such person
A: but he looks damn cute..
B: hey dun let the looks cheat you okay..
A: really damn cool... damn cute...
B: in your dream okie.. in reality he is not such a nice person and when you spend more time with him you will think that he is not cool at all.
A: really then i should think about it again...
B: rethink ... do not let outter appearance cheat you.

tutorial started this week and there is more and more bad news coming in.. the supplier said that the book is going to be late again...
erm... crazy people.. got business also dun wanna do..
where the hell in this world. people got money also don't wanna earn.
know that some people do really support original and do not like pirated things.
sometimes i do not really know why and how.
today is the first tutorial for case study and the class was quiet crowded and the lecture was like so soft.. and i have to ask the other class to keep quiet because they are making too much noise until they are disturbing our lecture.

Thousands of people have been killed across south and east Asia in massive sea surges triggered by the strongest earthquake in the world for 40 years.
Villages have been swamped and homes destroyed after the 8.9-magnitude quake, the fifth strongest since 1900.
DEADLY DEVASTATION
Sri Lanka: 1,000 dead
India: 1,000 dead
Thailand: 55 dead
Indonesia: 150 dead
Malaysia: 7 dead
Source: Government officials

please be aware of this and be grateful that we are still alives... and do treasure our lives...

staying at my uncle's house again using his note book to upload pictures from the notebook to the internet...
erm... hactor is crying.. telling everybody that his brother bully him...
and after five minutes they are smilling again....
erm... kids are always like kids.. they would not like adults when you hurt them acidentally we will remember forever.
they are just simple minded....
it's better we spend more time with them before they are being polluted by this evil world....
;)

sometimes i'm thinking about what is mental torturing.
how can you torture a person mentally.
sometimes i do think torturing a person mentally is far worst than torturing a person physically.
so.. please care for people around you and do not ever try to torture them mentally.

前世情奠定今生爱，
万里洋化成零距离，
真缘份创造真永远。
天变，地变，人变，情不变。
今世继前世，下世接今世，
永世爱相随，都爱着你.
found this in a net friend's nick name..
his nick is really really 'rou ma' and sometimes i also cannot stand it one..
haha.. i think he just wanna express how much and how deep his love for him gal gal gua...
bue i do think is really really touching if someone would say something like this to me.;)

i like chocolate and love it and when i get it i could eat it non stop.
merry christmas is a time for giving and loving...
do really santa will come and grant me.. my very very best wish...
that is...
to eat a lot of chocolate and would not get fat...
;)

fire works here and there....
merry christmas.. this is the last year of merry christmas in tar.
bought a christmas hat for myself.
like to celebrate christmas with all my friends...
merry christmas.. and happy new year...

posting things all around here and there.. since the side bar is already longer that my post for a week.. write too little this week d...
see that my friends website have so many marquee post ar...
just feel a bit weird when seeing at her blog...

this christmas tree is taken from my uncle's house.
merry christmas or should i say merry x'mas...
happy new year...
we should sit down and consider about what we had did this year.
what are good... what are not well..
what are achieve... what are still pending...
hahaha...
still think about it. lo...

christmas nite.. lonely nite...
luckily there is chan fong there for me to listen to his program.
erm.. cham.. cannot celebrate it with my boy friend.
i still remember about 3 years ago during 31 dec i went out to countdown with my friends and we kept calling each other and my phone's battery is dead...
and i ask him that he say that time he wanted to court me but he do not have the gust to do so...
but do not know why we are so eger to see each other and countdown together...
that was my frist countdown...
erm.. i think i would never go out and countdown again gua...

shit shit shit...
nobody come to my blog and wish me merry christmas.. weird...
and nobody wish me merry christmas in friendster also wor...
weird weird...
erm.. i'm i that bad ar?
aiyo.. cham liao la...
feel like crying now...

weird.. there is something between my friend's so called ex-gf and annother coursemate...they are together la!!!!
haha...but it is non of my business i also dun need to care so much about this problem... just feel weird about people talking to me this thing ma..
so wanna say something here lo..
i do really think my friend is a really really good guy la.. he deserve to be loved.. find someone who is nice to him treate him well... and .. stop those nasty rumours.

today all the lecture tat i've recorded cannot be listen d..
so cham.. but dunno leh.. dun feel like crying also...
downloaded the ifrs1 form deloittle it is a program where it help us to learn about ifrs1.
erm.. ergently need to know about the standard.
2moro i'll go to see the lecture to get the ifrs photocopied..
erm.. really need to know what is ifrs la...
worry about my subject...

pengsan d.. listening to the lecture who give lecture where she takes you to holand..
i do not really know what she is talking about.
pengsan where i'm so busy busy with a lot of things in life.

i'm wondering if there is two of the world's most unwelcomed people in the same class. if there is so.. what would happen.
will people suffer if they join them?
but i do really thinks you need to see other people differently... do not think people never change..
people never change since you always looking at them at the same angle and same way.

today went to kl to get some money to buy books and do something personal.
then take bus back to college.. it is difficult to choose between to take bus and lrt.
bus and lrt are diff price. one is RM1 and annother is RM2++ one is not that confortable and one there is no traffic jam...
if i'm wealthy i would take lrt...
i do really think that the government should lower the price of lrt and increse it's frequency and also expand it to those places like my house and puchong..

when i go to the college.. i went to the canteen 2 and help the cima course to sell the bread.. doing charity work... they are raising fun for charity in order for the kids to have money to buy their clothes..
do really like to do something like that..
christmas is a season of giving and giving somemore...

went to the office to settle things for the course so that,i could skip the lecture.. which i do not know what she is talking about today.
when i'm in the office... a lecture.. which last time i think he is quite macho, kinda cute... bought the chirstmas cake form the secret receipe and the cake were marry x'mas on it...
cute..
i will always remember the taste of the cake.. a lot of chocolate.... ice cream.. and the ice cream was mealting..
i think if it would be my b'day.. i would take the cake as my b'day cake.
wow.. really unforgetable x'mas cake which i have ever eatten..

like my friend say.. everyday also cheese cake..
fattening lo.. never can reduce weight..
erm... i would not kill anybody.. if they really tell me i'm fat...
i just torture them hahaha...

today...is exciting.. cos i meet up with 2 friends who i have not seem them for a long long time.
it is weird that to say that i'm online 24/7 cos mayb it is just an coincident that when they are online i'm online too...
jessywho is one of them are really a nice and cute friend. i think she is really really cool in a certain way.
and her brot zen. looks kindda weird in normal casual attire. maybe we are used to see him in office attire and looks kindda weird.
his t shirt wrote fcuk and we tought that it was 'fuck' hahaha..
i did not knoe that actually this is a branded clothing... until i ask annother friend of mine.. erm.. i think i do not have fashion sense and very katak.

we sat down and chat for almost 2 and half hours at secret recipe and i ordered ice lemon tea and cheese choc as usual. erm.. i think cheese choc is really nice.. since i eat chese choc.. i would rather not eat other cake anymore.
we chat and chat and chat and chat... talk a lot about a lot of things.. shit forgot to ask him how his life in oz.. erm...
but i learn something new.. call day light saving..
means.. sometimes the time diff wit my country is 2 hours and sometimes is 3 hours.. weird enough rite?

haha... finally got my cadbrury which i've been waiting for for a long long time.. hahaha...there is the incredibles on it.. wow.. really incredible....
taste nicer than the one my cousin brought back for me... weird.. duh...
maybe it is because it does not have fruits gua...
erm.. the feeling is great... really great.. and i can sit there to finish all the chocolate cos it is just wonderful.. hahahaha...

erm.. better do my homework and blog 2moro...

der.. today seems like a very bad day for me.
the lectures are not understanding and he tought i can create magic for them ?
weird guy.
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it all begins like this.. wake up.. annother great day...
erm... should i meet up with jessy and her brother zen? erm.. wait and see. i'll call them later.
and the day and the course started.
time table. lecture notes. and student bill, resit bill subsription bill.. wow
these are all those which is very very leceh in a sense that i need the co-operation of all the class rep.
i admit that i'm not a very very cool and calm person where i would be able to settle all the things in one peice.
then all the mess come up. and it really irritates me. i do not know what to do and i could never say anything since i'm the one who want to take responsibility of the course welfare.
feel weird about that. do i really care too much about my course and i've neclegted my studies?
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then problem comes in~~ communication problem.
two of the students in my ex-class were there to say that they are not happy with the class they have been given. since they are not being informed about the changes.
and bla... bla.. bla.. and i have to go to the office and consult the lectures and in the end there is no conclusion. i just hate to do all the non value added activities.
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problem two... knowing that the sfm lecture would not be giving any notes, i also play my duty as a printing manager to ask the lecture for notes.
and the disappointing reply from the lecture is that we should have our text book ready by the time he needs it that means now. i think what the hell had happen to the world. this is crazy. he thinks i can play magic ar? i can jus create about 300 copies of bpp manual within a night ar?
so.. i got upset and i sms yon hon and told him about the problem.
and he told me that i sould talk to him nicely,(hahahaha... that is why i'm saying that i'm a person who is lack of patient)
telling him that eventough he had informed us earlier it is impossible for us to get the manual within the time he required. and some more the stupid lecture do not prepare lecture notes and we have to do our own notes.. i'm going to be crazy really really soon.
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okie.. in the afternoon i decided to go to the library and start to do my tutorial question so that i could have an early preparation, and all the problem makes my mind messy until i could not concerntrate on my notes and text book.. so i think it had really been a bad day for me..
but, anyway, i would not have defeated me, i'm sure that 2moro will be a great day eventought it is the day where the c2pid lecture teaching us.

promised myself to go to sleep before 12.. so wat m i doing here now?
waiting for?
anything?
erm.. better force myself to sleep.

erm.. 2moro is the first day of the new semester. just feel that my task and duty just increase next semester. do not know how it would end... but just want it to have a good starting..

at my uncle's house a bit damn boring. my cousin kennan and hector they went out d. and left me at home with ah ma and the internet. so i decided to went online but there is just nothing for me to have a look at.
incrediblily nothing for me to have a look at... and i'm damn terriblely boring here. just feel like wanna go back home now. nothing much to do.
damn.. damn.. damn.. what to do.. nothing to do rite?
smapping my blog and craping a lot now.
tomorrow would be a very challenging day hopefully. a lot of things need to be done.
erm...
need to clean up my room by tonight.
and need to get up early 2moro morning.
should be a great start for myself rite?

talking to my uncle about my 2nd aunty
and i learn something new today.

he told me that people never changed. this is because we always see people in the same box where they would always be the same person no matter how the person had changed.

if you wanna change other poeple. you have to change yourself first. change your thinking and also your perception towards other people.
erm.. i think this is correct. we always see people like a judge and we seldom wear other people's shoe to knoe why and how they would do something like what they had done.

i do not wanna change other people and i would like to change myself. to be a better person. and give the best of myself to other.

i'm back in the college.. and next semester would be far more hectic than expected. and everything have to start all over again.
somethings which are ment to be forgotten and a lot of revision need to be done.
luckily to say we have a dedicated lecture for a very very good subject.
lecture told me that college is aiming for the premier plus status for tuition provider.
erm.. i somehow think that.. with all the so call 'good' lectures..
and student paying extra for all the tuition class.
college may be able to achieve their target.

anyway, just hope that my wish would came true such that.. i would be able to get a new note book and stay in the library to settle a lot of things.

my bf keep on telling me it is already the end of the sem and there is on point of me getting a note book and i do not really need one.
erm.. i think different people have their different view point. but i do urgently need a note book than other things like handphone and digital camera.

okie.. need make new year resolution now...
that is...
study.. with full force and i'll get my note book
;)

why he did not do what i ask him to do?
why why why?
cos the thing is not that important? and there are other things which is more important than that?
just do not feel so great about that. if the person do really cares about you. he / she would remember whatever is important to you also.
cos it is troublesome? too difficult?
wondering about that? questioning..
is it cos the things is not that important?
or i'm not that important?

how far would you trust a person completely?
how far would you trust a person with your life?
would you risk your life for a person you trust/love?
what are the secrifice that you are willing to take for a person who you are deeply in love?
will this determine how far you would go?
will this determine your destiny?

Music: Andrew Lloyd Webber
Lyrics: Charles Hart
Additional Lyrics: Richard Stillgoe
Based on the novel by Gaston Leroux
No more talk of darkness;
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you --
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

Say you love me
every waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime...

Say you need me with you,
now and always...
promise me
that all you say is true --
that's all I ask of you...

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you --
your fears are far behind you...

All I want
is freedom,
a world
with no more night...
and you,
always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me...

Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime...
let me lead you
from your solitude...

Say you need me with you here,
beside you...
anywhere you go,
let me go too --
Christine,
that's all I ask of you...

Say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime...
say the word
and I will follow you....

Share each day with me,
each night,
each morning...

Say you love me...
You know I do...
Love me --
that's all I ask of you...

Anywhere you go
let me go too...
Love me --
that's all I ask of you....
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just go and watch the movie the phantom of the opera.. and i like this song in the movie very very much.. and i think the wordings are very very meaningful.

i went to watch the movie with my friend and her sis and her sis was like wiping away her tears halfway trough the movie.. erm.. and her jie jie teasted her..
dunno why.. i did not cry...
it is not because the movie is not touching it is just that it did not hit my solid heart hard enough for me to be so touch that i would wanna cry.

Time I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching sea birds fly
Wishing there would be someone waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
Yes, it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face?

Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And there's so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you all of my life

Yeah, maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for you all of my life
Maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
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sometimes we are searching for the right person all of our lifes and yet still we would not ever find it.
weird some people do really find their soul mate, however some just remain lonely with the person who they do not really love them in the rest of their life.
i wonder.. how and who would i end up with...

reading other people's blog celebrating b'day reminds me that about 3 more months i would become older again.
actually i dun mind getting older cos i dun really care about getting older since i do not really changed in my parents' eyes no matter how old i am. i'm still their little baby.. (or little babi);)

talking about b'day i do really care about is a person who i thinks she is very very important to me. no matter how many other people who forgot my b'day or any other things, i do hope i can get her call when clock strikes 12. this year unfortunately she dunno forgot my b'day or she really too tired after working and she sleep and for got to call me. and the day after, she onli sms me to tell me the reason that she did not call me to wish me happy b'day. i do really feel disappointed.

those people who i really really care about them, i would never forget about their b'day and my instict will automatically remind me of that since i do really care about them.

actually i share the same b'day with my cousin sis, but i do not remember that we have ever have any b'day party since i was about 6/7. maybe this is because of her mom gua.. we are like very scared of her mom.. but i think there is suppose nothing such big deal that i have to be affraid of.

erm.. i do really hope that next year.. my b'day on the saturday.. would be a great one..;)

my boy friend jus call me, said that he was not elected for national services as a helper.
i jus wonder why. what criteria they used to judge whether the person is deem fit for the position.
but when i get the news i do not really feel happy, i should be happy since that he will be able to accompany me for shopping and movie this weekend and he will also be able to accompany me during valentines day.
i do really wonder why.

today is clean up day and family day
have to clean up my messy messy room and also spend some time with my cousin...
erm.. wonder what will i do later...
i do really enjoy spending time with them a lot.

there is this person who happen to be in my blog and keep posting bad words and asking everyone to shut up.
today i decided to clean up the chatterbox and let it start all over again
and when the chat box started.. this mr curi ppl's punya nick used my nick and posted the following:-

teechong: after monday class, we go to
teechong: Choong Kwai Fatt's house for BBQ
teechong: i talk to him already, Choong Kwai Fatt said u guys must bring your own bed and stay in his home, because we going to go to clubing that night. please remember!!

i do not really know where is kwaifatt house and i think kwaifatt would not wanna disclose where is his house.
i think this guy must be a very very lonely person and he do thinks that by disturbing and polluting other people's chatterbox is a nice thing to do.
what i childish act.
erm~~ i think he really enjoy being scolded by other people la...
i think he is a really damn crazy person...
but i dunno how to band him from entering my site..
anyone know how? can teach me?
erm.. i'll do it if i really knoe how..

went to ikano and saw that there was a pet shop call animal safari.
walk into it. and see that there is those little things call hamster.
then walk to annother section and see that there are a lot of reptelia.
and saw those really really small but long green snake.. moving extremely fast.
this makes me feel a bit uncomfortable and it reminds me of a find where she really scared of snake and she cant even stand the books with picture of snake.
thinking of her.. again and again....
walking in shoping center alone wit my parents reminds me how long i have not been outing with my bf d..
erm.. miss time like tat..

today i went to shoping with my parents in mutiara damansara
i ask my parents to go to the curve since my friend told me that it was open.

actually it was quite not as expected since most of the shops are not open yet. i think everything would be ready by mid of jan next year
and i notice something there is a cross over between ikano and the curve.
and it does reminds me of pringin mall and komtar of penang where there is also a cross over between the two shoping center.
the one between the curve and ikano is not read yet and the sign board say that the cross over will be ready by mid of jan 2005.
wonder how it would be.. the development of mutiara damansara and the competition with 1U and 4 hyper shopping center of mutiara damansara.
one big disadvantage of the location is there are no public transport that would pass by the area and would enable those without cars to get there.
and the road in kl are very amazing since they would be different almost every three months.
and i wonder whether development in beneficial or harmful to the society?

this time i notice that ikano is having more and more customer. maybe it is weekend or maybe christmas is coming or maybe most of the shops are open and it enables ikano to attract more and more people to visit it.

have a cenemant bun from ikea and i dont really crazy about things like cenemant. but sometimes i think it is nice to have something like tat.

I Honestly Love You ~~~~~ Olivia Newton-John

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head
I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say
I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In anoother place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this
I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you

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tears in the eyes wondering whether there is anyone who would love you.
with the feeling lonely and unloved. then the feelings slowly sink beneath your soul until someday you actually forget how it is actually to love someone.
love is actually a powerful gift within our soul, we should treasure it and use it carefully. do not misuse it cos you might regret in future doing that.
if you do not have someone to love....
first and formost, start to love yourself and then slowly spread the love to people around you.
love is in the air wherever you want it to be ;)

wow.. just feel great today since all my cousins are here in kl. i wonder whether they will be coming to my uncle's house or not since my cousin is back d.
really really glad she's back. and i wonder whether we could go out together sometimes or not... hehehe..
to me she means a lot. a friend a cousin and a sister.
i like all gals in my family and i'm a big bully to the guys

ying ying ~~who is the youngest among all the cousin is very very clever and this year she got first place for her class and 4th for the whole standard. sometimes i wonder would she like think too much since she's like a very ambious person. sometimes i do really think that we should not let our kids have to much presure at a very very young age. life is misarable for them in a way.


wei wei ~~who is the brother of ying ying and he was the one who got bullied by me most of the time. but now no more la.. most of the time they come to my house i let them play internet and i wonder how i would be like if i have a brot who take cares of me. what whould my personality be like? would it be totally different?

kennan ~~is kindda big size and heave.. and..with his hear all stand up he always bully me....sometimes i wonder why i'm the one who got bullied? next year he is goin to primary d and he speaks little chinese but his parents wants him to be in chinese primary. i think it should be a good for him. since he told me once that his tongue could not speak english.. yeah.. can bully him back in the future.

hector ~~he is like the angle who appear in my life. when i think about him there would be a very very good mood of me. like his smile and rosy face. and he is tricky and cunning. un kids are suppose to be simple minded?erm i wonder..

jin jin ~~ the younger brother of wei wei and ying ying. have not much connection with this little guy since i do not see him that much. but i always thinks that he do not really look like chinese and also his brother and sister. i wonder why.
and everytime he sees me he will run away and call his mom.. hehehe.. wonder whether i'm really that scary or not.. really wonder.

sometimes people are curious about a lot of things in life.
but what happen if, you do not know much about that person but will you be concern about him / her?
or you know some one and you only talk to the person once?
and everytime you see him / her there is something special in your heart?

sometimes i jus think that very very simple things would make one's life colourful.
life is simple when u wan it to be gua.
if you are easily satisfied. then life would not be difficult for anyone..

today i went for pc fair III in pwtc
as usual the pc fair are full with people where they come from all over the country.
and the onli word that i could used is 'people moutain people sea' which is 'ren san ren hai' .
and it was raining as usual like last year / time there are a lot of people.
standin in the fourth floor of the exibition fall sometime i jus wonder where the hell all this people come from.
and sometimes i do really wonder to what extent will help boost the country's economy and to what extent it will help the company to increase it's year end sales?

then there is this famous computer company call dell. where they distribute paper bag for all the visitors. and by the time we get there. there are no more paper beg available for us. and looking at so many people taking so many bag i was like a bit upset since there sould be enough paper bag for all the visitors for the pc fair.
and then when we finished walking trough out the exhibition and outside was starting to rains. and i tought of goin to the mall and have cake from secret receipe with my friend jean. and suddenly heard that people are distributing dell paper beg and i was like rushing to get the paper bag and when we are there.. the person said you have to wait until 3.30 then we would distribute annother round of paper bag.

My friend and i was kindda disappointed (actually it should be me la)and we decided to get something to eat since we are kindda hungry and kindda tired we decided to go to search for makan.and when we walk outside it was like raining outside. and the pour was quite heavy. Oops cannot go over to the mall.

me and jean went to the cafe / restaurant in pwtc to get some drinks. but i do not think i would want one since i think the drinks are very expensive and i regreted i did not bring my umbrella and bottle together wit me. what a waste.

then we decided to go and wait and grap the paper beg when it is distributed.
and jean asked me whether wanna sit down and rest. and i was like straight away sitted down and i think jean was kindda shock gua..
dunno.. mayb sometimes i do really do things which i think should be crazy and out of my mind.

finally i actually got 2 paper bag one for last time i did not take it. and annother one to put all those catalogue. some times i do really wonders actually these catalogue actually create more rubbish to the environment and not that environment friendly or? it will actually have it's economical benefit than it's cost?
this was only the second day of the pc fair. i do really wonder after the pc fair how much rubbish would be created. and wat is the cost to the company and wat is the cost of all these to the society.

finally i end up buying jus a new catridge and got a RM10 starbucks voucher. haha.. then the first thing i would check is the expiry date. ooo it is 31 dec 2005. then i would use it nicely hahaha.. never like to drink coffee.. i would prefer to drink tea rather than coffee if given a choice. but if there is no choice and i would have to drink coffee i would rather drink nothing or just drink plain water ;)

when me and jean finished getting wat we wanted we went to have something to fill our stomach with something.. jean haven have her lunch yet. and that time was like about 5 o'clock d... OMG i dunno how she can tahan like tat one lo.

me sometimes will get very hungry and can eat non stop.. that's why my size sometimes is too over d..
kekeke....

enjoy today and i think it is really really nice day today :)

last nite i onli go to bed by 3.30am, and now, i'm already wake up. i really dunno why. jus feel weird.maybe the exam had caused me to be a bit hyper and sometimes lost control of what i wanna do.
2nite my cousin is coming back d.. and i would have to share my streamyx with her d..
we share the same b'day and same grandpa?
hahaha...
we have the same b'day that is 31 march
and we have an age difference of 5 years
sometimes i really wonder why do we share the same b'day?
is it a coincident? or there is something connected between us?
she is also the onli child. also the only gal for her daddy. so she's like the pearl in her daddy's hand. and her parents are not getting together very well.but.. some how she manage to be the one who connected the marriage on.
i do hope we can really get together well sometimes and go some places which is cool.
i wonder would i be able to go out with her when she is back 2nite...
i really really wonders. and i'm curious to know about that...
but i onli have one week before the classes commences again..
i wonder what would happened?
i do really wonder why how and where..

exam is finnally over i do not really feel happy but just relieved that it is over.
life is to be enjoyed but now i have no mood to enjoy it..
so bad...
but i think i would like to tidy my life up and make some changes towards it

2moro is exam day.. so just want to tell myself..
all the best.. good luck..
and do your very very best...
dun care anything happening around you.. kekeke
motivate myself :P

Tears In Heaven
by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
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suddenly think of this song...
should i be having tears now?
then it will result to impairment of asset d wor..

sometimes i do thinks guys think too much...
why? cos they think they are smart and sensitive..
and sometimes when a gal onli threat them as brother..
and they think that gal is in love with them...
i wonder why...??????

2moro is my last paper for this sitting for acca.. kindda dunno wat to say.. but jus feel butterflies here and there...
do a lot of question and do not know whether my mind would be analytical enough for me to score for the exam or not lo.
should be okie d la...
just do my best... and study study...

today is world's best friends day. send this only to your best friends. even me if i'm one of them and see how many u get 2day.if u get more than 8, u r lucky...
(haha.. dunno whether it is true or not?)
but today i got 3 already
pek hong
ying ying
wan chin..
thanks for seeing me as your best friend.

今天在报纸上阅读香草恋人馆的剧情预告时，
看见这四个字 ～功成身退～
感觉上好象是很伟大。
可是事实上却只是自欺欺人而已。
事实上有多少人能够真正达到功成身退呢？
而在多少“功成身退”的背后其实就是懦弱及自卑的倒影呢？

自己也曾经对自己最要好的朋友说过自己要功成身退这个念头
而在自己真的这么做的时候，回头才发觉原来自己是最自私的。

weird why i cannot access my blog... weird...
weird.. weird...
why i cannot access it one? wierd...

today is my first day of exam
so now i'm doing a prayer for myself.
i pray the question are all within my expectation
i pray that i would not sleep half way trough the exam
i pray that all the question i would knoe how to do it.
i pray that very things will be as usual and all right.
i pray that nobody which i dislike will sit besite inform behind me..
and lastly..
to pek cek.... i wear something which is red.. today..
it seems like a culture in tar to wear red during exam day. it seems tat it will bring luck. but i think i prefer blue..
my favourite colour and hopefully it is my lucky colour also. ;)

i'm in a dileama again...
dunno how.. my group have been disolved and we have to seperate each other to other groups.. and then...
my friend.. would like to follow me.. and i do not know wat to do now.
and the places are limited..
i really dunno wat and how can i do...
dileama...

2moro is exam day.. is the first time i sit for acca exam..
so a bit nervous but not scared dunno why..
not to say that i'm well prepared just that i'm not really scared..
and i come with a very calm feeling..
just wanna pass and enjoy my life...
hahaha.. there are so many things to do after exam..
life is fun when you want it to be so...
so.. now.. enjoy my exam.. taste the bitter...
so i would enjoy the sweetness in future;)

would you be willing to pay 20 riggit for a very difference experence of watching movie?
3D movie is here d... at berjaya times square.
should be going to watch polar express after my examL:)

hahaha.. exam exam..
make myself crazy d...
dunno wat to do.. jus relax myself a bit and cool down..
and have a sound mind

exam presure? erm.. listening to enya to clear my mind..
feels nice...:)

after days and days of waiting kwai fatt finnally reply my question..
hahaha.. erm.. i think if he is being away for holiday.. he will like did not enjoy his holiday at all.. cos being cursed because he did not reply the e-mail within 24 hours as promised...
but anyway.. since he reply d.. now..
i really got mood to study d.. so.. thrilled:)

i'm the only child in my family..
sometimes i wonder what is the feeling like to have a brot or sis.. around u..
will you have the feeling of love... hate... envy... competition?
erm.. i really wonders how would it feel like...

party time next week end.. celebrate finished my exam...
party party...
with myself...
hahahaha.. and play the music out loud.. loud loud... hehehe...
oops.. crazy cos of exam d...:)

loading this song whole nite d..
still keep on buffering
胡彦斌 - Waiting For You
at last now.. should be having this song d..
erm.. should be able to sleep well tonight.. 2moro is a good day.. and study study.. study some more...:)

我多么羡慕你
词：姚谦曲：张洪量
原唱：江美琪演唱:张洪量

有时候风太急
禁不住挂念起你
这一刻离我遥远飞行
有时候夜太静
拦不住回忆的心
于是泪每个夜里如繁星
我多么羡慕你
总可以转身飞远远的
我的爱是你沉重行李
绊住你追新梦的决心
我多么想念你
当时间都失去了意义
穿越思念后等成信箱
让你需要的时候可以
投递
告诉我
沿途中
想与我
分享的心情

waiting for you - 胡彦斌
waiting for you
金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
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xiao feng and ah ken in the mv of this song... still thinking of this song and the tv series...

i always listen that people regret for not doing this and doing that la...erm...
sometimes in life there are too many things that you can be regret of ..
but you live you life only once and there are too many things that you would be regreted for so.. jus stay cool and live with it lo.

the emoticon that represents you best is the Smiling Face

What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.

Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!

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hahaha.. jus like u see me in person.. always wit the smiling face:)

jack jack.. i like to all it... jac jac...

haven watch this show yet..
but.. my mc jac jac.. is it sold out ar?
sold out d meh?

just met a long time never see friend online just now..
seems that nothing much to talk about..
nothing in common...

jack jack.. sold out d?
erm.. hahaha.. cant try it personally d...
cant hear jac jac cry d...

宇恒 《依然是朋友》歌词
情人节的前一天 他离开你身边
只剩下你无止境的想念

那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜
你是否知道 我对他也一样很想念

直到有一天 我和他碰面
在那间 我们常去的咖啡店

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间 隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你 你怎么说 你知道后是不是从此避开我
OH~ 我一样难过 多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不再哭 不再难过
我们还有好大好大的天空
故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么

我们依然是朋友
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suddenly see this song in my friends blog.. reminds me of an old friend...
reminds me about a lot of crazy things i would do.
reminds me.. that i'm sad because of her.
i always tell myself i do not care about how others see me.
but i do really cares about her.
she is a really really important in my life some years back.
and we are part and then,
i made some c2pid and selfish decision
and i just feel like walking out of our best friends relationship cos i just felt that i'm tired and fed up of her d.
then time pass by.. i miss our relationship.
and i regreted.. and i want things back to just as they were before.
but... in actual fact...
things were not.
i'm concern about her...
just tat i always tell myself i do not care about her anymore.
i always pretend to be busy when she is around me after the incident.
there is a wound created by me. and i always kept myself back from pulling the thorn that is in the wound.
i'm coward and selfish...
we do not like to express ourself. we just hoping others would understand what we feel and why we do things the way we do it.
i'm concern about her.. knowing that she part with his ex i'm angry..
i've emotion towards what she does cos i care.. i do really care.
i knoe that i'm a really really strong and stubborn...
but i'm holding back my tears.. and waiting for the moment the thorn is being pull out.. and the wound is heal.
just prentend that i'm ignorant to what i've done... ignore how good or how bad her life is...
the feelings sometimes really makes my heart breaks...
and sometimes i care about my friends and when they do not take care of themselve.. and they give up.. i would be really angry with them.. and i wanted to scold her..
but this time i just kept quite.
okie, no matters anything happen between us..
no matters.. whether we are still friend or not..
just want to knoe that she is happy with what she have now.

when i was checking my mail box today.. and suddenly i discover that the size of my mail box had increased to 250MB... wow.. that means a lot of space.
and this is really a very very good news for those people who seldom check thier mail and those people who like to keep mail sent by your friends

internet is a devil who is so evil when exam is around the corner.
it keep holding you back from studying.. it is a big devil.
i wish that i would have a strong will that i would not be addicted to the internet.
but in fact i am.
cant hold myself back from online at nite..
now.. i'm in the college library and i'm using my friends's notebook to online...
weird that my college's library have this thing call wifi that we are not known to it unless we have a notebook.
but it is a real convenient for student who wanna do assignment in the college and need to search for information online.
we do not need to que up for using the computer in the cit center.
and we can directly save information into the note book.
i do hope i can get a note book real soon...
near future.