tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

A: your here to play the game of roads to riches also ar? B: yeah... I've just finished playing it.. it had been a long time since i last met you how are you? A: wait.. let me finished the game first then i'll chat with you later.. B: are you on the next game? A: yes, of course.. B: I'm also on the next game.. let's play together. 

Oh my God.. the VVIPs YB Dato' Seri Ong Ka Ting and Datuk Chan Kong Choy as well as the principle are here... They wanna know what we are doing for the carnival.I gotta make sure I'm able to make a smooth explaination.. I hope that they would stay and play the game... all the lights are on me..... 

Come Come Come... come and play the game of road to riches.. RM5 only a lot of attractive mistery gift a here for you to take it home other than the top ten prizes. 

I'm preparing myself to win the road to riches... I'll be the ultimate winner to win a trip to toiman with this monopoly book. If not it's not too bad to win a brand new motorola handphone also 

Sometimes you might like a person a lot when you meet him or her. But when you spend more and more time with that person you might notice that the person might discover that the person might not be what you had expected.

Sometimes you tend to felt that you don't even undersand who is the person you once thought he or she was you best friend.

It is very pity that a good friendship had to be ended like that, I doubt that there would be a very closed friendship that would last forever.

Photo of leng zai and leng lui 

Sometimes you really miss a person but sometimes you don't.

Sometimes we tend to care too much about yourself and you have forget about what others ask you to do for them.

Sometimes we are too self-centred.

Sometimes we see that to be successful in our life is far more important that the things like our family friends and others..

But have we ever think of to be successful, it is not only relates to moneytary terms but it also relates to non-monetary terms such as health and relationships

Sometimes we see things, we only look at the current benefit that we would enjoy, we would not being able to think futher ahead and planned ahead.

In my opinion those who are very successful today are those who are willing to take the risk and willing to plan ahead and they would stay ahead.

Sometimes we care about how we spend our money and we would consider whether it is worth it or not to spend such an amount of money.

In order to be successful, we do not only need to get the right time right place right person right strategy but also willing to pay the price no matter what it takes. Sometimes we tend to think that we need to save for this and that and we would not think of the consequences that if we do not spend such an amount of money then what if we end up to pay more in the end?

I like to see how people react towards things, i like to study the nature of people.

and me 

my boy boy and me 

sometimes we often doubt people's intention in doing things. Sometimes we think a lot abour why other people do this and why other people do that. Sometimes we don't even know why other people do things like that and we would always like to suspect others and look down on others when they do not really perform well enough or up to the standard you wanted to.

when you found out that those people are not as complecated as you think they are, you would re-think again to check whether what you think and what you see is correct or not..

sometimes you really doubt what you have listen and what you have see.

many times there is no right and wrong for a particular things and it is all depends on how and where you want to see the things.

Sometimes you will become very geram  if people who do not know how to handle the things will do the things wrongly and you need to do extra work for what they had done.

Sometimes i just really think that they don't act like they know how to handle the things but in actual fact they don't they will mess things up and  may be made them even worse. Do they ever care about the feelings of others? They only think about their own prority. Whatever happened it is i get the notes that is the most important thing to do. I do really hate that thinking of them. Don't they care about how they would make the job of the people who are very busy but dedecated to help them to ensure that they will get their notes and what do they do in return? have a lot of grumble about this and that. Saying that the class rep is not good enough la... this and that. So how good are they? They are just annother selfish care nothing much about others but themself normal humanbeing.. what happened?

I just really really hate them for doing that and making my job very very difficult. I think myself is also a very selfish person by wanting others to do things according to may style of doing things. But i would rather stick to my way of doing things since i would make my life esier.

At the end who cares? if they don't really cares? why should i care anymore?

We are just friend?
OR
We are more than friends?
 

This is Mr. Edward.. he was my management accounting lecture during my diploma in accounting in tar college.. erm.. he is a lecture which looks younger than his actual age. I still remembers that when we have his lecture, wow.. the attendence was like almost perfect mayb simply because there is a leng zai and young lecture for all those desperite young ladies to court. But during one of his lecture he was talking and talking and i was listening and listening and then i saw a wedding ring on his fingers. Then the tought that pass through my head was... oh my god he is married... oh.. what a heart broken think to know...and at the same time he was still talking and talking and something came out of his mouth that made the whole lecture hall's student in a shock.. he said that his three years old kid like to ask him to buy computer. Everyone was suprised that he was married and most of all he had a kid and ever desparite young teenage gals' heart was like broken into two and everyone was like busy discussing about that on the remain lectures hours.... that was the thing that i remembered the most about him. Now he is teaching CIMA intermidiate level.(of course that is the course which my boy friend is taking). Mr. Edward is also a CIMA grad. and his kid was so cute.. really truly cute.. Haha my interest towards his kid is greater than i'm with him...Anyway.. he is a really dedicated lecture and he is one of the best lecture in TAR college.. VIVA TAR college... for having such a great lecture..:) 

I went to bed by 2 yesterday it was very difficult for me cos i need to wake up early cos there is a class for me at 8am.
Then during the break in the lecture, i was rushing myself to the office to do something and when i was running.. i slipped and fell down and worst of all i made one of my classmate fell down as well... what was i doin?
erm... Everyone was asking me about m i awake and some was asking whether why i'm so careless... Erm.. can't tell why.. but i'm always clumsy and never really take care of my safety and always very busy and wanna get a lot of things done in the shortest time.
then, today i end myself up with getting bruise on both of my knee and the blue black came out just as i put the medicine on. Erm... i think it would be more obvious tomorrow. My left arm was injured also. I've hurt my albow but i doesn't seem to bruise noow but i think it is a but i think it is a bit swollen. I think that's how i threat myself by torturing myself and injuring myself by being careless and do not care about my personal safety and worst of all let the people around me i.e. my parents to worry about me.
I think i really better do something about it soon so that i would not really affect something which i would do in the future.
that's all i wanna talk about today.

Sometimes life seems that there are a lot of presure and you hope that you are not the person who you are know. You hope you are someone and somewhere else. But it is very difficult to do so. Sometimes very you like something so much but when you discovered that you can't afford to own it. What is your reaction? What do you think about it? What is the feeling that hit your heart the most? What is the last feeling when you give up the relatationship with your x? Relived? or Upseted? 

不知道什么时候开始...喜欢听陶吉吉的歌...感觉上是满舒服的。
生活中有时侯有太多的压力了。
喜欢把一首歌重复又重复地听着。
然后就让自己陷入沉思当中。
烦啊烦啊...快要让自己窒息了。
要让自己继续这样的生活吗？
有点累了...是时候让自己休息了吧。

It is like the haven for everything food and the places there and the people in penang. Like it very very much ... It is like a old town where you kept all your true feelings there.. 

This is a view of Penang from Kek Lo Si... I like Penang very much and some times i even think that it is a place which i like myself to heal.When i was down i would like to go there and I would not feel that there would be anything for me to worry when I was in penang...  

My days ends without my notice....
So now today is a new day for me.
But I still have to record what I've done yesterday... It was quiet a busy day for me as I was replacing my class due to the carnival held on friday and my class was cancelled. Therefore the day was long and stressful. I have to wake up at 7am and rush to college by 8 cos the class starts at 8. There was a lot of things for me to do as a printing manager for my course. I have to help to handle the notes for the whole course and make sure that every class representative get enough notes for their classmate. My job was a bit easier cos i just need to hand the notes to 8 of the class representative, but my 8 class representative some of them even need to handle 40++ studdent in ensuring that everyone got their notes and they would not come for class without their notes. I've been a class representative before,therefore i know their responsibility is kindda big and most of all they are volutered and they would not get any paid by the end of the day. I think that is kindda kind hearted and the are practicing Utilitarianisme Cause they are doing the things for their class member reguardless of getting any reward in the future or not. Sometimes they complaint a lot and they are very upset to handle the job of a class representative and they might want to give up. But they could not do so cos there is no other person who are willing to replace thier position. Therefore i really really respect them as my friend and as a class representative.

Having class after lunch is quiet a terrible thing for me. I would be like very sleepy and could not concentrate on what my friends and the tutor is talking about. I was so tired yesterday and i merely fell asleep half way during the tutorial. But when Ms Karen give us the break, I was fresh and awake and unfortunately i fell asleep again when the class restarts.:P

There was annother terrible thing that is the tv series that shows its final episode the ending sucks...... what kind of ending is that? no ending ending ar? herm... wounder why the scrip writer would write the scrip in that way? mayb he wanna create the part II version of the same tv series mayb gua.

This is the ninth week of my semester and i would be having my exam in the fifteen week and it seems that i do nothing much with my studies other than keeping enjoying myself. erm... kindda shy to say that it is too over for my to keep my life on like that... i better do something about it fast before i regreted the same way as i did in the previous year.

I was chating with zen online and i was so tired and i went to bed leaving my computer on and the music on. Erm.. i don't knoe whether my music would once again disturb my neighbour cos i left it on till about 4 in the morning.. would they file a complaint on me again cos i on the music the whole night? haha:)

That's how times flies away without our notice..

Sometimes it's seem so difficult to communicate your feelings toward our parents. They seems to be object and against a lot of things we are doing. Telling us this is wrong and what they think is right. They would always want you to follow the method or ways of doing things which they think is right.

Therefore, there might be a communication gap or some of us might even see it as a generation gap among our parents. They would not do things the way you want to and they might not allow you to do things the way you wnat to. But have you ever have the thinking that your parents are also once a youngster like we do today in their past? They have also experienced the teenage stage? We always complaint about our parents involving too much in our daily life... But do you ever think of what is the intention of them doing that? Is it they are doing it because they are your parents? or they don't want you to take the wrong choice in your life, which your parents might have done in their past.

It is very obvious that our parents always wants the best out of us. They might want us to complete their teenage dream which we might not be able to acomplished. Sometimes we hate our parents for kept forcing us to do the things which we dislike or not interested to do so. For example, you might be interested to become and grafic designer and your parents would like you to study business in order to be able to handle the family business in the future. What is their intention in asking you to become businessman rather than a grafic designer? Is it they want you to help them to fulfill thier unaccomplished dreams? or they want you to choose the best path so that you would not regret for what you choose.

But, on the other hand have you ever told them what do you think about your future or you just follow what they want you to do. At the end you found out that what they want you to be is not what you would like to be and you end yourself up in a very messarable life? what do you think about that?would you be willing and daring to tell them what you want or you would secretely choose what you like and then telling them that you are taking the subject they wish you to take but in fact it is not? Do you respect their opinion? Do you think you should tell and discuss with them your decision before you make any major changes in your life?

Sometimes things that you think they are very hard to acheive or very hard to communicate to others might infact to be quiet easy and not even as difficult as it would seems to be...
It is all up to you... What do you want in your life? What do you really really want deeply from your heart? It is your mind that controls it all... If you think you can do the things which you would like to create, it is all up to you.

If it is to be, it is up to me.

erm.. my day usually ends after 12.. but today.. i really really need to end it a bit early.. cos i'm a bit tired...

this week will be a very hectic week cos there are a lot of things for me to do neh...
about the college carnival and all the classes which i need to go for replacement...
hum..

then there is a lot if things for me to handle for the course again and the moral coursework prensentation is coming real soon and i haven get myself prepared at all...
my god what i'm doin all these while? day dreaming?

i've better work on things on my studies.. and exam is getting nearer... dun wanna burnt the mid night oil during the last minute neh..

ok that's all for today lo

看别人不顺眼，就是自己修养不够
oh... maybe it is cos of i'm too bias and too extreme towards this person and i could not ever foresee myself having a good co-operation with him... 

Our college is having it's 35 aniversary celebration in this coming friday to sunday.
I think by the time there would be a lot of people who would come to the college and enjoy the bazar with us.
Our society is having a board game called road to riches and I'm one of the helper who needs help to facilitate the game... what i wonderful duty for me to do...
I'm always willing to help when there is a need for my help.
I think i would really really be a very unforgettable experience for me, cos this is the last year of college life for me and i really and deeply think that i really need to enjoy the time of my last college life a part of handling the hactic college life.
but i just wonder why the person who i dislike so much would like to come and ka-ka cao-cao and willingly to participate to be one of the facilitator of the game...
haha... i just wish that those player who got facilitated by him.. i wish them good luck...
it is not that i really look down on him (maybe in fact sometimes i really do so), but his attitude was like something is wrong.. maybe my dislike towards him is so strong and hum... i would not like his present within 50 feets round me... where i'll feel very errie and shiver a lot...
erm.. but to me with or without the person's present i doesn't make much difference but the main point is it hurts my eyes sometimes when i need to see him... and it also hurts my ears sometimes cos his voice ar.. aiyo.. he only know how to talk about a lot of craps and i dont think anything meaningful would come out of his mouth...
okay... that's enough... maybe i'm a person who is too bias about him.. it really really affects my attitude towards him (eventhough a lot of people does not like him as well)
I would like to let myself to be more comfortable with his present....
I'll tell myself... he is nothing... rubish... he does not affect my feeling for the whole day...
:P

I've had a very exciting and challenging day.. a lot of things happened and it was not as expected from me... but anyway it does made something difference..
haha.. quarrell again with my boy boy... we do that very often in a day.. it is not that we do not really love each other.. mayb it is the other way we express our love towards each other.. mayb to me yes.. and to him nope and he would like to stop to have anmymore quarrel with me and have a pieceful chat with me...
hum.. mayb i'm really really too demanding person and want everthing to be the way i wanted it to be but sometimes it seem that things would not turn out as you wanted it to be...
so what can you do about it?
and how can you do about it?
would you do anything to change it?
or just let the thing to adapt to your daily life?
oh my god miss talking with the friend who got her house in bukit beruntung.. dunno how she is now and how she well she is gettting on with her new boy friend... i sometimes do really question why she left her x and choose the current one... i wonder.. mayb i'll knoe the answer in the future... still owe her a b'day present which annother friend form my college ask me to pass it to her..
wonder how soon that i would be able to meet her...

I've just came back from my parents friend's open house dinner.
The house was located in Rawang , Bukit Sentosa..
It was like really really far away from KL town area.. I just cant believe how people can leave there and stand with such a quiet place?
I've really though that Rawang is a very very small town.. It was eventually bigger than i ever expected it to be.
Just wondering how people would like to live in such a area where there is no street lights on during the night. Is it too dark and kindda dangerous for the people who lives there to go out at night even they have their own vehicle.
My friend who told me before that her parents bought a house in bukit beruntung.. she told me that it is somewhere near rawang.. i did not knoe it was so far away until today..
talking about her...i was questioning myself months ago where she did not attended my basic graduation.why she could not make it??? is it that I'm not that important to her as a friend? or it is too inconvenient for her to be there? i wonder...
but when i attended my aunty's basic graduation i would be glad that she really did not turn up for the graduation.. eventhough i really really wanted her to be there for me for my graduation.... cos it was really really a lot of ppl will be there and very noisy and you would not knoe wat is goin on inside... but when the moment you open ur eyes and you see that the person who is most important in your life are in front of your eyes you would be really really trilled...
Mayb my feelings towards her as a friend is too deep and i could not forget how she treated me during her b'day party.. i would rather think that she is really sincere to invite me to her party rather then to invite me jus not to hurt my feelings.. cos it really make me feel very very bad... cos the way she threated me... i would never ever forget about it.

This is a picture taken during the first year of my advance diploma in commerce (finanacial accounting) in TARC.. it has been about a year since it was taken.. time really really flies...and things do really changed a lot since then... but i do really hope that we can take another course photo again in the future and then we all pass our ACCA in the coming December and June sitting with flying colours..hurray for AFA 2004/2005 we are the best among the best from TAR college :P  

Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him.
=>i actually told that to my boy friend and he agreed to be the one who make me love him cos he is the person who loves me more than I love him.

If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much...
Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back.
=>will you go back to someone that you had left her for yourself? don't you felt regret and sorry for what you had did to them? don't you felt sorry about what you have done?

Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.
=> people are greedy and the always want more than what they have now. to a certain extend it is good to be demanding, but sometimes in love to be demanding you might end yourself burnted...

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once.
Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."
=> but what if you got the right one and you meet a better one? should you give up the right one and be with the better one and you end yourself noticing the better one was in fact a worse?

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ...
"I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."
Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again
=> chances come and go and when we do not chatch it, it will definately disappeared in front of your eyes.. and by the time you notice about it.. it is too late to do anything about it.

一定要分手 不要是现在 你若要离开用全力把我宰
最好被重击而倒下 连自己的名字也记不来
一定会分手 过了年以后 再给我时间取悦你而改变
任何事我都会依你 这事我拖多一年就一年 贪图可爱你永远

这一回若让你也赢了 干脆把我埋起来
好好的为何吵着说要离开 你比黑色幽默难懂
拳击手擂台上的硬碰 谁都不想败下来
我就要角逐这场生死比赛 奖品或永远痴呆
要分手 先让我用力把你爱个够 最好的一定都留在最后

一定要分手 不要是现在 你若要离开用全力把我宰
最好被重击而倒下 连自己的名字也记不来
一定会分手 过了年以后 再给我时间取悦你而改变
任何事我都会依你 这事我拖多一年就一年 贪图可爱你永远

一定要分手 不要是现在 你若要离开用全力把我宰
最好被重击而倒下 连自己的名字也记不来… …
一定会分手 过了年以后 再给我时间… …
任何事我都会依你 这事我拖多一年就一年 贪图可爱你永远

对不起 我在为难着你 爱你我用尽全力
看你已可以决心把我忘记 难为我爱你又要恨你

金城武曾经在重庆森林里面说过 －－ 如果感情是一个罐头的话...我希望我和他之间的永远没有过期...如果一定要加一个日子的话..我希望它是一万年...

曾经自己非常任性地伤害过我的男朋友...可是他的不离不弃，的确让我觉得非常感动。
如果感情会过期的话希望它是一万年.....那对我来说就已经是天长地久了。

感情是脆弱而敏感的。有时候我们往往因为自己的自私而忽略了它的存在。而失去以后才告诉自己很后悔。
这就是人性。
又下雨了...想起他...喜欢的...但知道那永远没有结果...
曾经的年少轻狂...如今已成过眼烟云...
离开...是我的选择...
选你所爱 爱你所选...

要傷心多久　我才能看透　
離開妳多久　手才會放鬆
是否我在妳的心裡還有一點痛　
愛情隨風　心徹底放縱 讓自己瘋

還隱隱作痛　還記得妳笑容　
這回憶多麼沉重　寧願沒有過
還隱隱作痛　還看見妳放手　
這回憶多麼美麗　刺痛我心頭　我心頭

Haha.. just went out to learn how to drive with my dad...
and i was in the driver's seats for like one minute and i've got kicked out of the driver's seat...
m i that bad... wat is the reason that prevent me form being able to drive ar?
herm.. is it the presure from my dad? or is it i'm tat slow and would not be able to do it?
i'm worried...
i've got a lot of scolding from my dad.. but it would not stop me from being able to drive one day.. dun wanna being continued to be the laughing stuff of my parent and my boy friend and my reletive as well
better think of something and make it rite.... haha.. hopefully i'll get it done real soon:)

it has been a long time since i got my driving license... about 3years pluss lo... but i do not drive at all.. and i give myself all the excuse.. where is my gust?
Am I that chicken?
Promise my dad to ask him to take me for driving lesson... will i be able to do it? or is it just a empty promise from me?
i'll wait and see what i can create and what i want to create:P
oh.. something so simple seems so difficult for me sometimes...
tired to get everything perfect...
so wait and see what is the out come at the end of the day.

hem.. it is time for me to go to bed and it is time for me to think about what i did today and it is what i wanna create?
went out to eat with my parent and we talk nothing much cos we are busy eating and eating and eating until we are very very full. i treat my parents for tonight's dinner.. but the feeling of satisfy was not as great as the feeling of joy and happy during the first time when i threat them after i got my pay for my industrial training... just wonder why this happened?
talked to my boy friend on the phone just now, he was back in his home town -- kluang spending some quality time with his parents. i was hearing the laughter of her mom all the time when i called him. mayb she was really really happy that her son got a great gal gal who really cares about his son and she do not need to worry much about her son anymore. ya mayb huh...
and in the conversation with my boy friend.. he was saying that he really really mind that i was flirting around with other guys... but i don't think that it is a really serious matter... cos i threat and see all guys as my brothers... i always tell people especially other guys... i threat you good cos i see you as my brother.. mayb my boy boy don't like me to be so good to other guys and he would only like me to treat him in a best manner.
it is like really really a joke to me... guys and gals cannot have good and simple relationship? is it necessary for them to think about dirty things when guys and gals are linked together? my god....
hum.. i should consider whether i need to show that i would not flirt with guys anymore or to present it in a different way so that the guys does not think that i am interested in them gua?
:P

Sometimes it is very easy to tell someone you hate them but it is hard when it comes to the time where you need to tell the person you love him/her and you do really really care about him/her.
When you love a person.. sometimes you tend to forget you need to care about there feeling and sometimes you tend to forget what you need to do to love them more...
When you hate a person.. the hate is carried inside ur heart and it is bring along with you all the time and without ur notice it grew... and it grew and it grew and it starts to rotes.. and it will come to a time that you can't bare with it anymore...
it is really important in ourlife that we choose to forgive those who had hurt us and to thank them for giving us such an unforgettable experience and love them as much as those you love..
by then.. your life will be happier...

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The
teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag
containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a
person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child
will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people
he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the
name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while
some up to 5 potatoes.

The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes
in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.
Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain
due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Besides,
those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1
week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes
with you for 1 week?" The children let out their frustrations and
started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through
having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game. The
teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your
hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will
contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you
go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1
week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred
in your heart for your lifetime???"

Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will
not carry sins for a lifetime. Forgiving others is the best attitude
to take!
Love others even if you don't like them...

sometimes I'm scared to do a lot of things. cos i do not know what will happen in the future.. i'm scared of the consequences that i need to take. what if there is something wrong that will happened? what if things went wrong? what if things did not turn up the way it is suppose to be?
by the time i finished figuring out all the what if, the opportunity to do things that i want to do and i'm scared of the consequences would be gone...
and i would be there trying to figure out if just that i could have this and i could have that...
sometimes we really think too much before we need to take up any opportunity and we end up letting the opportunity to slip pass our hand...
it is very easy talk and talk about something you wanna do... but in fact...it is hard to determine whether we had did the right thing and we would not regret for what we had done...
if it is to be. it is up to me :P

a photo taken during a visit to klia. it was about 2 and half years back.it was really an unforgettable memory for me.now i'm quiet busy with my studies and stuff.therefore i don't think that i would have such an opportunity to go there again soon.but i would really really like to go there again in the near future. 

Sometimes we feel that life is boring.. sometimes we see it as dull.. sometimes we even think it is meaningless..
but nevertheless life to me is exicting.. challenging.. and full of new things that are out there and it is for us to discover it..
Life to me is a journey of roller coaster... sometimes it is very fast.. sometimes it's slow.. sometimes it is at a normal speed...sometimes it is high and sometimes it is low... sometimes it does not move at all because it is out of service.. and we have to find a way to fixed it... Simply because if we do not do anything at all it will not move anymore..
Life is what we choose and where we want to be and where we are going to be as well.. it is not faith that determine where we are now and future.. it is up to us to decide where we wanna be now and future.