tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

todays seems to a very aimless day for me.
din know what to study.
cos most of the standard which are simple and i think that it is necessary for me to reinforce it into my memory.

i think i would start wit the question next week.
rather than aimlessly studying the text book.

today when i went out to buy sugar cane water during noon time,
there was 3 dogs at the basket ball field and the dog chase me for no reasons.
why? i do not know so no point of asking me for a reason.
the dog was like those very very fierce dog and then they just look like those in the movie resident evil.
like they already being infected by the virus and they had gone mad.
the dog came near me and bark at me fiercely.
at that moment i was really scared that it would really jump up and bite me.
i think of running away.
but there is a little voice in my head saying don't run!!!
i just stand there and stared at the dog for a second and jus walk toward the small gate of the college.
i think maybe if i really did run, the dog might chase me and then i might really got bitten
thanks god.

today again nobody come to college to study.
and the library is seems to be my big big study room.
then i discovered something,
the college had bought the latest version of the acca books and they have just finished catalogue it.
just in time for me to take a look for the 2.5 study text.
to see what are the main changes .
it seems that the main changes is the ifrs 3 on the business combination.

it seems to be quiet a boring day for me la.
however, now have to start do revision for 3.7 lur.
if not i think i'll be wasting the nite again.

din eat at the vegetarian restaurant again cos not in time for me to eat.
since by the time hui ling send me to the lrt station it was about 5.15 already.

then luckily myself was just in time for the lrt which came just when i step on to the place where we wait for the lrt.
it seems the lrt was shaking today.
and it seems to arrive at kl at a very fast speed.
faster than the usual time.
but it seems very very shaky wor...

then when i went down from the lrt station where there are a lot of poeple,
i saw the free sim card team again.
promoting celcom.
sometimes i really wonder is there such things call free in the world?

then i walk pass the back lane of the streets where everybody also walking... trough the streets to ftms.
and the uncle was standing there in front of ftms waiting to kacao the students.
i think he wanted to kacao me...
but i just walk straight passed him to annother lorong.
i think he must have wonder whether he had seen the wrong person.
nope....
but, i'm on my way to mc orange to submit the test which micheal had given us during his pre-course notes.
unfortunately there is no answers from micheal yet. but we would only get the answer when we attend the intensive class.
erm... wat a waste.

then, since there is not much time left,
i decided to take mc donalds today.
as usual mc egg and also the apple pie.
why? eat mc only?cos later joo is going to pick me back home since today daddy have something to do.and we are going to kepong for dinner together.
the employee there was kindda slow and they have not really good memory since that they could not really remember what the customers order and have to look at the screen again and again to pack the order for the customers.
and since i have to wait for my mc egg to be ready, i was wondering why i do not have free drinks to be served? so bias geh...
is it i do not pay enough money?
cheh...bias geh!!

today notice a lot of people from the class are taking mc donalds.
it seems to be a strategic location for mc donalds to open its outlet near ftms and also near the putra and star lrt station.

notice that the gardian selling coke light again. then decided to buy one to enjoy.
but i think i should really quit softdrink lur.
not so good for the health lur.
but i still enjoy drinking coke light than other drinks lur.

later at night finally see a guy standing in front of ftms waiting to pick me up.
then, we went to kepong to enjoy our dinner.
today is thursday.
the shop is selling prawn mee...
ooo.. gosh i like the prawn mee...
every time i visit the shop i would sure like to taste the prawn mee which is one of the famous dishes of the shop.
the shop is consider one of my favourite restaurant in kl for vegetarian food.
i would just feel very satisfied after eating the vegetarian prawn mee.
what an enjoyable time for me 2nite.

today's progess is better than what i'm expecting... enjin is starting to run lur... nice man.
it's kindda unbelievable for me lur.
i've started my revision wit the 3.7 paper where i did 3 simple question relating to CAPM and portfolio as will as the question on corporate governance.
and in the afternoon i did the question given by mr micheal for paper 3.5 which i have to submit during the evening.
when i'm doing the question, the sleepy virus came to attack me..
erm.. but the satisfactory of finishing the question was quite good.
and looking at the three question that i've did during the moring it is also a very very nice reward for myself.
i think my enjin is starting to move again lur.

today the three class rep from the course hui ling, shu fan and also wei kok came to the library to start the opening ceremony of their audit study group.
i think everything went fine with them since it is the first day they start their revision on audit. they are catching up with the style of group discussion. and adjusting themselves for better preparation during the next group discussion.

then at the end... i went to 'kacao' them, since i've completed my test for the 3.5 paper. and i keep on walk back and forth and back and forth and keep on telling them 'hi... i'm back... hi... it's me again....'
and the hui ling was like keep on asking me whether wan to eat biscuits.
i think its her way to ask me not to disturb gua.
but my intention is just to let them relax a bit for the tension of studying for the acca examination.

then when i came back from lunch i notice there are a lot of chinese book displayed in the first floor of the library.
there was the book by chai zhi heng the author who wrote the book with the title 'di yi chi qing mi jie chu' (means first close encounterment) actually i like his style of writing and the style of describing things around him.

then i think i should be either mad or crazy. i went to borrow two books by chai zhi heng. and i'm suppose to finished it when i'm preparing for my acca?
erm... just assume that it would help me to pass my time while i'm bored with all the studying and just help me release my tension a bit lur?

then later i went to the toilet and it started to rain.
and i have to walk further for toilet and notice that the toilet was closed.
luckily there is annother toilet around/nearby.

then the glass near the entrance/exit of the library was broken.
when i was standing outside the library....
i saw the floor full with broken glasses and also the floor with quite a number of blood stain.
the next time i went out, the blood stain was gone and the glasses was cleaned up.

it was a rainy day again and as usual.
but i think it is good for me to study in the library.
can give myself good constrain where i force myself to the limits which i can achieve.

erm... went to the same old vegetarian restaurant again.
today to my surprise there are two gang of guai lou there.
ordered choped meat with 'ho fan'
today the speed of them serving the meal was quite fast and the serving was kindda heavy taste for me.
it was quiet okay geh...
but seems kindda weird having to eat alone again lur.

looking at the guai lou and how they used the chop sticks it really seems very weird and ackward to me lur.
and i heard the guai lou was talking about this is the best curry that i have ever had in my life.
oh my god....

monday i went to kl and have dinner alone at one of the kl vegetarian restaurant.
something happened

i ordered 'lo mee' for my dinner but they cooked 'sang mee' (those type of wan tan mee but being fried.
i was kindda upset since it was not what i wanted.
but time was running out since i have only about fifteen minutes to finished my dinner.
so decided not to alter the order.
i was wondering the boss would give me some discount since they make the mistake.
but unfortunately they did not do so.
so upset huh....
ai... forget about it.
since it is the only vegetarian shop that cooks nice food around the place where i take my night class.
i do really wish that the vegetarian shop that i previously visit did not closed down lur.
i really still do not know what had happened to the shop huh.
i think i should do something to find out someday.
but i do not really wanna eat the mc donald lur.
since i seems un healthy and i like something like noodles and not fast food or western food.

then there is this indian guy who most probably is a drug addict where he come in to the shop and show sign language where it means he wanna beg for food.
then the lady boss of the shop as the worker to cook fried rice for him.
and the fuller wait and wait and keep on doing the samething again and again.
begging for food.
and one of the employee where she serve the food geh, she was quite upset with the lady boss decision to help the fuller.
she keep on mumbbling 'kick him out of the shop, don't give him anything, he will be coming back again and again, i saw he took the biscuits from the selves....'
the fuller was quiet not patient lur.
he keep on walking nearer and nearer. to the customers.
and it seems that he had chased away some of the customers who wished to enter the restaurant.
and at the end they told him that they fried rice for him to eat. but the fuller keep on asking for RM 2.
the boss say they dun have RM2 but have fried rice.
the fuller was kindda upset and he walked away.
they all say the guy should be a drug addict and he wanna get money from people so that he could buy some drug.
actually i was a bit worry when i walk out of the restaurant.
i looked around to make sure that the fuller was not around then only i walk toward my tuition center to have my class.

it has been some times since i last blog.
i'm suppose to start my study again.
everybody are still in their holiday mood.
and trying to recover from the internal exam hurt.
everybody is telling me that they would start their preparation for the external examination by next week.
but i keep telling and reminding myself there are not much time left.
studying 3 subject at one goal is terrible.
but i do not want to scared others la.
since my expectation is high and my requirement towards myself is very high also.
i do really think that i'm really really presuring myself to my limits.
and when i see the time table which i planed for myself to do the revision, i just noticed that i have not left any time for entertainment like movies, shopping etc.
is it i'm giving myself too much preasure?
is it too demanding for myself?
can i take this presure?

oh... i'm now in the college library.
using the internet facilities.
there are not many people in the college since it is the semester holidays and those poeple who are around the college are those who are taking form six and also a-level.
campus is like a death town/city... so quiet.
i do not know what i wanna do.
but i just keep pushing myself and always motivate myself.

now.
it is starting to rain outside.
hopefully it would stop by the time i wanted to go to kl for marty last class.
raining... and moody....
i think it would not stop myself form moving towards achieving the dreams of qualifying in june 2005 ;)

i'm wondering what is the motivation?
everybody have not start their revision yet?
why should i start now?
shouldn't i be enjoying my life now?
why make my life so misserable?
keep on fighting in my brain.
whether to study or not?

but i think it is better to start now than to regret later.
maybe i should take kwaifatt's advice to have a look at klcc and then imagine when i can afford to buy things at the shops which are kindda expensive.
but i'll still be stingy so.. maybe i will not consider to spend too much on clothing.

end of bull shit 1

the 'jie jing' of question and answer about tax finally come out.
it is the 'sui wu jing nang' by Dr Choong Kwai Fatt.
when you buy the china press please go to the special edition call 'sui wu jing nang'
you flip to the middle page and you can see many names and among them is my name
'tee chong'
the middle page have my face also but not clear.

if you are interested about the question and answer from Dr. Choong Kwai Fatt and you could not grab hold of the china press in time.
do not worry, cos you can grab it easily online please visit:-
Q & A about income tax
and you could easily find a lot of question (mana mana question you name it you can find the answer)

hope you would find it interesting...
but this is only available in traditional chinese character.

friday went to watch the pacifier wit jean and her classmate
the movie was quiet funny but not those very very good type but it's still worth watching la.

then there was a photography exibition about tsunami at the mid valley there.
i was thinking about whether is it we are too rich with what we posses and we do not know how to appreciate what we own.
what we posses we do not treasure it.
and we always have the idea of
'dapat betis mahu peha'?

i think knowing how to treasure things that we own is the very very important element in our life i we must practice it every day.

sometimes i wonder myself...
joo joo told me that his 'heng dai'/brother is chasing a gal who got boy boy.
he is using his spana to chase the gal.

i wonder how.
but for me, if i'm the guy i would rather not to do that.
why?
because i would always have the 'shadow' that my gal gal that is being spana by me.
and i would wonder whether my gal gal would be spana by annother guy next time?

sometimes i wonder if i'm the gal what would be my choice?
cos i'm still young.. it's still okay for me to choose what is best for me?
what about the time that is spent?
what about the 'gan qing'
is it all being expensed one off to the income statement as a current year lost/profit?

but love and relationship cannot have reliable measurement.
no fair value in the market.
therefore could not be compared.
but i really wonder... what would the relationship be. i wonder how

what if the problem between the guy and the gal exist now.
and you have sucessfully let the gal become your gal friend.
then later you found that you all are not suit for each other.
then?
the gal go back to the ex- boy friend?
erm.. i think it would be a very very big hurt lur.

i'm just concern saje.
but i think if you really like a person,
i think you should tell the person no matter what would the ending be.

there is a virus in MSN where it is an auto message where it sends something like a link to you,
please do not accept or click on it.
cos if not you would be in big big trouble!!!!
and the virus would be an auto message which will infect everyone who using msn in your contact list.
and now the virus had advance that it ask you to look at it.
it would be a message like
lol look at this....
and it will follow by a very very strange link where it contains your e-mail address.
please please please do not open it.
this will infect your computer and all your friends on msn.
i think it is a spyware.
and antivirus have no effect on this thing.
luckily the day before i encounter with the virus i have downloaded the microsoft anti spyware.
and luckily it had been blocked by the anti spyware.
if not i think i would not be online for now.

this is the grape biscuits that i'm looking all over the town for it 

today went out wit joo joo to one utama.
this is the first time that both of us go to one utama for shopping.
wore the shoe which is not really confortable for walking.
and during the time i bought the shoe i found that my left foot is slightly bigger than the right one.
it does not caused any problems previously cos i always buy sport shoe which is very very big size.
the shoe actually not very nice to walk.
and i dunno why i wore it.
mayb cos the joo joo complaint that i seems very shorty.

actually we have nothing special that we wanna buy.
joo come and fetch me at about noon and we went out for lunch in jinjang.
i was expecting to eat mee geh... but unfortunately there wasn't any mee served at the shop so have to settle for the mix rice la.

actually i was not familiar with the road to one utama and then just made a lot of wrong turning.
luckily it does not cost much
just realised that it's much more convienient to pay the toll with the touch and go card.
and i think if wanna go out to those shoping complex in kl on weekends or public holiday, we should go very very early as early as 10 something.
this is because, if not, you would waste a lot of time looking for parking space.
i really wonder how much time we had spent to look for the parking space.
and also dun need to think of going to places like ikano, ikea, the curve and tesco.
why? cos the traffic to find a car park is horrible.

actually not knowing what and where to shop we just simply walk around in one utama
then we wanted to find secret receipe to enjoy the cheese cake.
mana tahu the secret sudah naik harga.
erm... every thing already increase its price.
how about? the money that we would earn?

then we just really walk all around and walk with no motive.
before i wanna go home,
i went to jusco to find the grape biscuits cos really miss it and
really wanted to eat it very much.
look for it for many places liao. cant seem to find it leh!
finally let me found the grape biscuits.
find it for so many places already...
finally found it lur.

actually i enjoy the day lur.
but i think i still have not enough sleep after the exam leh

today after exam we went to pizza hut near carfour in wangsa maju to enjoy ourself a bit lur.
then the gal call siew heoh hoh...
she not only wanna show off her new hp and also wanna show off her new relationship lur...
she always like tat geh wanna play mysterious and like something very serious had happened lur.
erm... wat should it be my reaction?
i think i should be happy for her gua.
after being single for about 3 years, finally found someone that she can trust and also can see him as her boy friend.

always think that she is a very very choosy person.
but after being hurt so many times definately have to be choosy gua.
if not? if being hurt one more time who's gonna be responsible for the happening of this event?

i always wonder gals like guys to give very very expensive stuff?
wonder about this matter a lot of times leh.
to let people envy that you have such good boy friend that he is so good that he buy expensive stuff for you?
does love need to use materiality concept as accounting does?

in our life i think we always excercise materiality concept.
different people would have different definition of the materiality concept.
and we still see our friends using materiality concept gua...

劲歌金曲(medley)

歌手:古巨基 专辑:劲歌新曲

第一章:天大的爱
爱你:
爱你我管不了是祸
未想过是为何能爱着你苦也未去躲

爱是永恒:
有着我便有着你真爱是永不死
穿过喜和悲跨过生和死

我的骄傲:
see me fly i am singing in the sky
假使我算神话因你创更愉快

爱是最大权利:
凭我彻底的勇气爱是最大权利
不理场面不伟大我共你始终同游生死
还有哪一种结尾花光一切在乎你
没有想过太多我只需要你

恋爱大过天:
恋爱大过天
想不想也日夜怀念连甜梦也不够甜
怎么闪同学始终会遇见

第二章:讲情
shall we talk:
shall we talk shall we talk
就当重新手拖手去上学堂

哪有一天不想你:
我带着情意一丝丝凄怆
许多说话都仍然未讲
纵隔别遥远怀念对方
悲伤盼换上再会祈望

越吻越伤心:
越问越伤心明明无余地再过问
明明知道衷心一吻会有更亲厚质感

我说过要你快乐:
我说过要你快乐让我担当失恋的主角
改写了剧情无言地飘泊

假如让我说下去:
我想哭你可不可以暂时别要睡
陪着我像最初相识我当时未怕累
但如果但如果说下去或者

情深说话未曾讲:
我有说话未曾讲你这刹那在何方
如何能联系上与你再相伴在旁
如晨光

第三章:日月星辰风雨潮
太阳星辰:
太阳星辰即使变灰暗
心中记忆一生照我心

爱如潮水:
我的爱如潮水爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随爱如潮水她将你我包围

蓝雨:
冷冷雨 wo...
没焦点因找不到你
冷冷雨低泣彷佛要等你经过

爱如潮水:
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎

风继续吹:
风继续吹不忍远离
心里亦有泪不愿流泪望着你

让一切随风:
各种空虚冷冷冷吹起吹起风里梦
过去的心火般灼热今天已变了冰冻

如风:
来又如风离又如风
或世事通通不过是场梦
人在途中人在时空
相识也许不过擦过梦中

约定:
就算你壮阔胸膛不敌天气
两鬓斑白都可认得你

第四章:两个人
现代爱情故事:
别离没有对错要走也解释不多
现代说永远已经很傻
随着那一宵去火花以消逝
不可能付出一生那么多

相爱很难:
也许相爱很难
就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎么办
要单恋都难
受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还

谁令你心痴:
darling i want you 你竟不知
默默向风呆企去等心中戏子
曾无限次欲话我知却也停止

相逢何必曾相识:
同是天涯沦落人在这伤心者通道上同行
也许不必知道我是谁
无谓令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你
令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你

教我如何不爱她:
如何可以不爱她
莫非生命只配有一个他
到了没法相处再去记它好处
凭回忆制造这自欺的笑话

温柔的你:
随时日在远飞难舍弃
每次看见冷冬到访的你
那年冬天两心遇上没逃避

第五章:浪情歌
谁明浪子心:
可以笑的话不会哭
可相知的心哪怕追逐
可惜每次遇上热爱
无法使我感觉我终于遇上幸福

友情岁月:
来忘掉错对来怀念过去
曾共渡患难日子总有乐趣
不相信会绝望不感觉到踌躇
在美梦里竞争每日拼命进取

飞女正传:
世界将我包围誓死都一齐
壮观得有如悬崖的婚礼
也许生于世上无重要作为
仍有这种真爱会留低

第六章:神爱世人
少女的祈祷:
祈求天地放过一双恋人怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临如何能重拾信心

神啊救救我:
神啊救救我吧一把年纪了一个爱人都没有
孤独是可怜的如果没爱我人生是黑白的

爱神:
僧人都不喜爱我神你不欢喜我迫我入了魔
爱侣几百万谁料我蠢得竟可重覆去犯错

完结章:好心一早放开我
小城大事:
吻下来豁出去
这吻别似覆水再来也许要天上团聚

献世:
眼泪还是留给天抚慰
你是前度何必听我吠

爱与诚:
别再做情人做只猫做只狗不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬最终只会成为敌人

好心分手:
好心一早放开我
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过来年岁月那么多
为继续而继续没有好处还是我
若注定有一点苦楚不如自己亲手割破

谁愿放手:
谁得到过愿放手
曾精彩过愿挽留
年年月月逝去越是觉得深爱你



劲歌金曲(medley)

erm... studying in tar college library for about one week plus lur!

keep wondering why those irritating tar college sot guys keep on doing those rude and no manners things.(i.e. move away my things on the table that i've book to sit and sit down on other people's place and make a lot of noise)

i really wonder god why those guys are so ignorant and i really pretend to be angry and they just pretend that nothing happened.

i really wanna set up a boarder telling everybody that this is reserve for acca study please do not come over and please stay away and be quiet!!!

thank god this is my last day to stay at library to study.

i'll be back next week lur!!! back to prepare for the one and half month more exam!!!

wonder how strong is my determinants. wonder how hardworking will i be.

but before anything happened... just let myself to enjoy a four days holiday first la!!!

herm.... kwai fatt is in wah fm again lur.

actually found that myself learn a lot of value from him

today he said a lot of things about what he see and hear from his 4 tour around malaysia for the awareness for the self assessment for income tax.

he mention about the chinese hawker /'xiao fan' marry the wife is not because of the love but marry the wife is because the wife is the free or cheap labour/philipino maid. he say hah you marry your wife not because of love but because of want her as cheap labour?

he also mention that the parent love the children so much that they take out all their EPF money to pay for the installment for the car or house. The child should really appreciate what the parent had done for them and repay them by treating them well and also spend more time with them.

mayb the chinese people in malaysia have too many bad habbit lur. and sometimes they like to listen to other poeple what they do and if they have done something that you have not done, the 'kiasu' attitude that it is within the ourself would have been exposed lur.

always learn a lot of things from kwai fatt.

but sometimes i think he is very very funny lur.but do not know how to describe about him lur!

anyone interested to get the question and answer about hints and tips about tax you can get a copy of the china press at 25 april.

i've lost my water bottle once again.left it at dunno anywhere.

this morning, woke up and want to go to the library to study and i just realised that my water bottle was not to be seen around. no where to be found.

did i left it at jean's car? but i remember i took everything out of her car before i left ma. so should be nothing liao geh.so decided to sms her and try and ask to confirm whether i really so big head prawn and left the water bottle there.but unfortunately the water bottle was not with jean

then oh my god where have my water bottle been gone? oh no i should have left it at the exam hall. luckily today got go to college and study and can go and find it.

when i go to college there were guard there guarding the venue and i've ask permission to enter the exam venue to get my water bottle back.

oh thank god it is there!!!!my poor-poor water bottle kena left out and ignore by me everytime.

already lost if for many many times liao.

thanks god again for bringing my water bottle back to me lur!!

today went to see my teacher which is also one of the mentor of my life lur.

suddenly felt teacher/lao shi already become very very old liao.

suddenly think liao shi become smaller and smaller in my eyes.

reminds me that there is a long long time that i have never pay visit to my teacher lur.

then my lao shi also say wan pay me to give her tuition on how to use internet. but for me teaching people is just like helping others it does not mean we really need anything in return geh.

sometimes we are very unconcious about the things which is happening around us and we seems to see what we want to see and care about what we want to care.sometimes i just feel that this world seems very cruel with this kind of people surrounding us.

weird it seems that time is running out lur.

but it seems that there is still a lot of things for me to study

wondering how i would face the exam tomorrow

the library just up graded their computer into p4 but with the oem still using win 98 just feel weird mayb it is because the licience for win 98 is cheaper compared to others since it is already obselete?
what is the fair value the company is going to recognise as an intangible assets?
oh my god i'm crazy between fair value deprival value minimum lease payment
bla bla bla.... dunno what it is...
finance lease, operating lease.
forencis audit corporate governance
esop ifrs 2

please please get all stuck in my head and get lost by the end of tommorow.

cos i need to get all the poter's five forces and also handy .... bla bla bla bla

into my head

the later need to get m& m into my head. i think my pc is going to over work lur.

so terrible!!!!

just hope this night mare is going to be over soon!!!!

the feeling now is in between wanting to be successful and wondering how to be successful.
wondering what will be the outcome
but i will always tell myself rather than just sit there and wondering what will be the outcome and why don't we take action and realised the dreams and get what we want.

the fever keep coming back and away back and away.
the people in the library are truely noisy
focus focus and focus is the most important element of success
do not care what others are doing
do not let what others do to affect what you are

the rain keep coming back and away and it started to rain like day and night
i wonder whether is because i caught cold cos of the rain and my fever came back
please do not let him know that.
because he would kill me if he really read this lur...

jus wonder whether everything goes well and just think that everything will go well lur
and fever go away soon again.
those c2pid and disgusting guys please move away lur.

after 2 days of service problem finally everything seems to be back to normal.
everything seems okay now lur.
seems to be a good sign for me.
also a sign for me that exam is coming soon better work myself harder and do not really stick to the computer too much lur...

things seems back to normal lur
jus hope that my webcam service is okay liao gua...
seems so boring.

and webcam working and able to send liao...
just hope no problem will happened again lur.

everything online is running weird this few days.
dunno what happened to the www.
i jus have a weird feelings about it
mayb it is because the tmnet breakdown gua
mayb it is because exam is coming and the computer want me to study and do not want me to waste my time on things which is wot.

the msn just launched their latest version which it has the nudge and wink features.
erm it is really a very very cool version of msn as compared to the previous one.
you can also write/draw whatever things that you prefer trough the msn leh.
but most of the features are yet to be discovered la,
since it is quite new to me.
and i also downloaded the messenger plus which is competible with the new msn.
hehehe can have the ignoring auto message again.
enjoy my auto message to those who are msn me when i'm not around ..(if i remember la)

the maxis prepaid, hotlink have a new promotion plan for student.
that is when you call from the campus zone, they offer you the active 5 rate (ie call for 30 sen/min peak, 15 sen/min off peak) to who ever 012/017 number you are calling.
but too bad la, my campus life is going to end soon,
and there is not plan between hotlink and tar college.

and i wonder how they define campus zone?
what if i'm not a student already,
then i still using the campus?
i give a fake id number?

annother thing is hotlink got this new feature where you register your hp number and you can sms trough the web (online)
you can go to this website for further details
hotlink web sms
but i do not know whether other phone operator would be able to enjoy this service also or not lah!
why don't you give a try and enjoy the benefit of sending 10 sms free to any 012/017 number free today?

always like to see the promotion and offer by the mobile phone company it is so so fun and learn a lot of things about marketing, and it is definately a good case for us to study about the market of mobile technology.

she betul betul forget about it liao lur...
ai...
too bad lur...
i think should call her after exam? (provided i still care about her?)

erm... this few days i always have these weird dreams...
i think maybe i'm too stressed out gua.
i think i should let myself relax a bit gua.

i just do not feel the tension yet but i think is the subconscious mind playing tricks on me gua.
making myself feel very tired.
the other thing is the weather is so unpredictable that it rains unexpectedly, anyway i still bring my jacket along with me to the library.
however the library is noisy and i try my level best to do all the things to make the library a conducive environment for myself.
sometimes i think i'm bad to other poeple and good to myself.
hahaha...
i like the feeling of surrounded by friends and working together.

mr tho hoh.... 

the lectures in the final semester... 

last nite when i come back from class late at nite,
i went into my toilet and wash my hand.
then i discovered that there is an army of ants moving from the sink to the roof top.
and they took the very very long route.
i wonder why they did not take the 'short cut' leh?
wah...
it is not 10-20 ants but an army that means about a few hundred ants leh
the feeling of seeing them is like very very irrie inside the heart like suddenly all your 'bulu-bulu' stand up liao.
wondering whether wanna do anything about it.
but i think just leave them alone la...
but ants moving... is it an indication of anything?
i really wonder.
and i told tolo who is online when i saw the ants.
and he commented i enjoy watching them
hahaha...
yeah my interest in on science and everything related to living things.
but i do not knoe why i ended up in accouting geh
anyway once choosen, just enjoy my life and live and die with it la.

cd from the sailormoon gals... hahaha... 

say cheese.... and victory ;) 

this is my b'day cake for this year leh... 

yesterday dunno why i suddenly fell sick. and i had a slight fever lur.
asked my mom to buy coconut water for myself.
and this afternoon i was quite surprise cos my mom called me to ask whether she need to cook something light for me.
really touched leh.
maybe cos she never really did such things to me gua...
always think that she does not concern about me geh.
always think that i'm not important to her.
weird thinking rite?

today go to college to study for exam
then went to kl tuition by tumpang sam and yenn yeen's car.
when i reached kl they parked their car at kasturi and i just went to popular to shop.
and i decided to buy fishy's new album without waiting for my boy boy to buy it for me.
eventough he had promised me that he would buy the album for me when he get his pay, but dunno why i just think that i would not want him to buy for me.
then found one jacky's album. wondering whether wanna buy it for my boy boy.
think for a very very long time, but finally decided not to buy it.
mayb will get some other thing for him gua.

then i went to the chinese popular and get the magazine i wanted to read.
the i jus hang around for sometime.
then i go to living cabin look around.
then i received sms from yeong sang who is a very very nice and caring guy.
he was confirming whether i've reached ftms.
and then i sudenly realised that my water bottle was gone.
then i go back to living cabin to ask whether my bottle was there.
erm.. it was not there. quiet shameful leh... malu saje.
then go back to popular and look for it.
erm.. the water bottle was quietly laying on one of the shelves.
i was so lucky tat i found my water bottle.
then i faster rush myself to ftms
and put my things down and book place for chui mei who does not seems to be around.
then i rush down to register for the 3.6 paper
and when everything settled,
i called my boy friend.
then he asked me to wait for him at the lrt station.
and when i saw him.
wah.. i'm surprise that he look so leng zai in his working attire
hahaha...

then we go and eat our dinner.
he ordered nasi lemak and i ordered 'lo min'
he was like rushing me to eat faster and faster but the mee was very very hot and my mouth and tongue got burnt every time i eat the thing...
i nearly fight wit him again.
everytime he also like to act like tat and which pissed me off.
cos the thing is really really hot and i could not eat very very fast.
i'm always angry at him about this.
never be a very considerate person

i think i'm sick lur
weird... always have a lot of things to do.then never fell sick at all
but now is exam time leh...
luckily exam is not tomorrow if it is 2moro...
i will be killing myself soon
hope i'll take care of myself well enough and get well as soon as possible.

茹: 哭 在我肩上痛快地哭 我安静感觉你眼泪的温度 希望对你有些帮助
恒: 你 总是轻易地把我看清楚 就算日子还有些辛苦 有你陪伴也很幸福

其实真的很讨厌自己还再等待着你的祝福
感觉一切都无所谓了
没有你的陪伴日子还是一样地过
是想哭的时候没有可以让自己依靠的肩膀吧！

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边
茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

以为我们是最好的朋友
以为我的难过你会懂
事实告诉我，我所想都错了

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

或许我们只是彼此生命中的过客。
寻找着更美好的天堂和乐园，
而我们的相遇也只是巧合

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边

茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

茹: 看着你我自然就会知道 恒: 就知道 生命中有太多不同的味道 合: oh~
茹: 一起寻找 合: 最真实的笑

或许你已经找到你微笑的理由了！
那只好让自己在街角静静的祝福你幸福快乐。

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天 恒: 各分东西 oh
茹: 我们都要 恒: 我们都要
合: 活得比现在更美丽 oh
茹: 你给了我 恒: 勇气

合: 生命里有人来了又离去 我们都还是 老脾气 难得坚持也是种幸福
恒: 到最后我们都找到了 茹: 我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

sometimes you tried very very hard to help poeple and sometimes things does not turn out the way you wanted it to be.
and somemore you got scolding from others and you are doing a favour for them for nothing and you just want them to get the best.
glad that i'm retired from the post of the printing manager of the course lur...
glad that i've did my level best.
and somehow i've faced all the up and down trough out my advanced diploma.
it does improve myself a lot.
handling problem crisis and face those people who are very fussy (in my point of view)
something which i learned in my life for this two years long helping others is...
you cannot be right all the time.
and sometimes the things that you do others might not accept it or appreciate it.
sometimes i think i tend to run away from the problems.
but holding a post which have the importance of the whole afa 2004/2005, i have to tell myself to face the problems and move along with whatever i encounter.
and also keep a smile on my face.
never give up is a commitment to myself.
and the coming commitment for myself is to pass the internal final exam lur.
regardless of whatever it takes.
i might be lazy.
but i must have the confidence that i can create miracle (for myself la) to pass the exam...
focus.. focus is the most important thing.
i always like to do things mess them up at one time.
this is one of my weakness.
hope i could improve it in the near future gua.

actually i felt so bad cos i say wanna help kwai fatt and the thing come so late and it keep on delaying.
actually i do not know what to do and i tried my best to help already.
i just hope that it is enough liao.
just pray that nothing bad would happen lur.

嗚啦啦～嗚～啦喇～～～呀嚕嗚喇～～～～～
o na la o na la a ju o na
呀啦啦～o丫～啦喇～～～o丫嚕啦啦～～～～～
ka da la ka da la a ju ga na
o丫啦呢啦～啦嚕～～～嗚嚕啦喱～～～～～
na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni
呀喱喱～呀～喱喱～～～呀喱嚕呢～～～～～
a ni li a ni li a ni no ne
o欸o尹呀～喱o尹呀～o欸o也啦喇喱嚕～啊喱嚕～
he I ya di i ya he I ya na la ni no
嗚～啦啦～啦嚕哇啦～
o ni do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma


o na la o na la a ju o na

ka da la ka da la a ju ga na

na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni

a ni li a ni li a ni no ne


o na la o na la a ju o na

ka da la ka da la a ju ga na

na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni

a ni li a ni li a ni no ne



he I ya di I ya he I ya na la ni no

o ji do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma

he I ya di I ya he I ya na la ni no

o ji do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma

那首長今作菜時的配樂-鳴啦啦的歌詞意思

伊人欲來何時歸來
伊人欲去何時離去
我欲乘風飛翔
卻遍尋不著伊人蹤影
伊人何在留我獨自失落
唉喲……這該如何是好
伊人你若不歸
請帶我一同離去
唉喲……這該如何是好
伊人你若不歸
請帶我一同離去
link to the sonhg lyrics


on it if you wanna listen to the song ;)
jus enjoy it....

希望 - 陈慧琳 (韩剧《大长今》主题曲)


曲： | 词：郑樱纶 | 编：
看风箏 飞多远 未断线 看一生 万里路 路遥漫漫
看牺牲 的脚步 尽化温暖 暖的心 爱追忆 你的微笑

滔滔风雨浪 心声相碰撞 信将来能力创 心中的冀望
终于都靠岸 未曾绝望

看风箏 飞高了 未断线 看天空 雾散聚 是谁定下
看艰辛 不却步 步向温暖 暖的心 爱珍惜 我的微笑

看风箏 飞高了 未断线 看天空 雾散聚 是谁定下
看艰辛 不却步 步向温暖 暖的心 爱珍惜 我的微笑

滔滔风雨浪 心声相碰撞 信将来能力创 心中的冀望
终于都靠岸 未曾绝望 分开的眼泪 伤心相挂累
盼将重逢遇上 心中只有梦 一天终再聚 未来在望

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
like the korean version of the song reli reli nice.
but can sing a bit even not knowing what it is talkin about.
really like the korean version of the song

waiting and waiting for almost 3 days lur...
i'm suppose to give up lur.
to me... sometimes things seems are going the way that you do not want it to be.

wat is to cost to me of loosing a friend like that...
but winning back so many friends who do really care of me indeed?

mayb the result is already known.
i already know what i should do gua.
god bless her wit happyness and freedom which she always longing for.
thank you god.

god bless all of us taking our final exam soon...
to study well and pass at one goal.
thank you god.

exam is coming soon but not sure when is the date.
but need to study...
but the thing in priorty is to clean up my room which is in a mess now

this is my b'day present from the gang lur... nice hoh? 

sometimes i ask myself whether i think too much d?
sometimes i ask myself whether she still care?
sometimes i rather being left alone than thinking about the things between me and her

this year she seems to be totally forget about my b'day liao lur...
totally and competely... how hurt is this feelings?
sometimes i wonder am i going deep into the cow horn?
why should i care since there is so many people who cares about me besides her?
does it matters?
i wonder whether what i've did is right or wrong?
but it is seems that is my choice and she seems to obey my choice lur...
so sad.

maybe i should not look back and i should look forward lur...
there are so many things and people waiting for me to explore,
why should i kept myself in a box?
why should i seal myself just inside the small box?
i think i'm really too dump to do that gua...

last time april fool seems to be a very very fun day cos you can tipu ppl without getting others to be angry
since last few years,
april fool became a very serious date
because it is the death anniversary for lesslie cheung.

still waiting for the b'day wish from a friend
asking myself should i expect anything?

should i wait somemore?
we seems very distance and very different in the thinking liao
used to be friends which are so close
i always ask myself do i care?
does it make any difference to my life?
does she still care about this friend?

i ask myself should i care?
should i just ignore her?
mayb she is happy and satisfied with her very very exciting life...
surrounded by guys.. cos she really beautiful

i still care...
but i'm tired lur...

increase in bus fare 

this is wat's inside the b'day card 

b'day card special one.. from ju in and a bunch of friends